i cant function when i know you are sad

[mysewnupheart]

dammit i just want to talk to you sooo much
i want everyhting to be alright in your life
you dont deserve to be sad
you are amazing allison

i quit smoking today
i want a cigarette now more than ever
i dont know what im doing
i just updated a second ago, now im doin another
i cant be okay knowing that shes sad
it feels like crying without the tears
i wish i could just give you a big hug elmo, and make it all go away