dream diary...
I dreamed that I kept failing as a safety in that poi would not extinguish and that others left flaming wicks lying in random places.
Shortly after, I dreamed that I was in a fight w/ a female friend who would not desist. I know i went for the knives first, but she got a hold of a 10" chef knife vs my 8" slicer. Somehow, she then got a big bayou knife. We were going at it, but didn't hurt the other. Neither wanted to lose and neither one of us wanted to do serious harm to the other. I used that to my advantage and screamed about losing a hand. I used her look of worry to disarm her.
And what did i say after? "wow, you're good... what was that one move"? i was worrying about a middle grip on the bayou knife when i noticed that she was holding a sankou knife by it's point and playing with it as it spun. i woke up in a numb state thinking: how's that work? the balance on that wouldn't really work, but that sure does look cool.
what are dreams to supposed to tell us? i believe against the literal meanings and think that their context or subject matter are more important. this series of dreams seem to be about doing my best and the frustration of failure and a red-sonya type of battle where i use mind games to win. all in all, these dreams worry me.
Shortly after, I dreamed that I was in a fight w/ a female friend who would not desist. I know i went for the knives first, but she got a hold of a 10" chef knife vs my 8" slicer. Somehow, she then got a big bayou knife. We were going at it, but didn't hurt the other. Neither wanted to lose and neither one of us wanted to do serious harm to the other. I used that to my advantage and screamed about losing a hand. I used her look of worry to disarm her.
And what did i say after? "wow, you're good... what was that one move"? i was worrying about a middle grip on the bayou knife when i noticed that she was holding a sankou knife by it's point and playing with it as it spun. i woke up in a numb state thinking: how's that work? the balance on that wouldn't really work, but that sure does look cool.
what are dreams to supposed to tell us? i believe against the literal meanings and think that their context or subject matter are more important. this series of dreams seem to be about doing my best and the frustration of failure and a red-sonya type of battle where i use mind games to win. all in all, these dreams worry me.