May 11, 2005 03:55
i have found myself dealing w/ anger the last few weeks. my usual response is to leave. master yoda said something like anger leads to hate, hate leads to violence, violence leads to suffering. i continually see flashes of violence when i'm around the target of my anger and think that it's best to not act upon it. nonetheless, i recognize that taking myself out of such situations is only a band-aid.
how am i going to resolve this present feeling. at this point in time, my patience has run out and i would like to remove said person from my life. it will be an almost impossible task given all of the ties. do i focus on the band-aid or the cure? the band-aid will hurt. the past has shown that the cure doesn't exist. GRRRRRRRR!!!!!