truth

[myseriels]

she asked me to use my people reading skills on her. to do that for what she really wants an answer for, i had to look at myself. as how i am compelled to make a strong woman happy and gain her approval, she seeks love/attention from a male figure who cannot be there (mentally or emotionally).

...changing topics:

tonight's after club diner conversation was quite interesting. one bit talked about crossing the line w/ friends. on the ride home, i flipped thru radio stations and twice found Artist: Ryan Cabrera
Title: True

I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true
Cuz im afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afraid to move
Im weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

I know when I go ill be on my way to you
The way thats true

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

i've had bad experiences and don't see myself crossing that line ever again. i have cringed at memories when friends have hinted at more and still fear the memories.