Sep 06, 2006 17:12
im really really sad today.
1. my 7610 just dove into the ice chest filled with very cold water.
(just seeing it glow underwater is enough adrenaline to keep me ecstatic at first but super drained afterwards.)
2. i had my first incident report. medication error. reality sucks.
(i hate being idealistic-- i just cant accept the fact that i, actually have to file one later) --stupid me. no, idiot.
3. my charge nurse wouldnt allow me to go on review for my cgfns.
(now im left with two major choices: continue working and NOT review. OR review and resign.)
*dammit why do they have to actually make it hard for people to take exams, what's a 4week leave without pay gonna cost them?-nothing.
and the worst part here is, if their employees leave because of exams or reviews, they are not allow to return and work again. imagine that.
argh. i reeeeeeaaaaallly wish this was all a baaaaaddd dream.
another hit by life's bitter lemons.