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its three days to go before 2007 hits me.
im sort of like making my muni muni lately, just had few realizations lang.
why bother to listen to un-happy people who doesnt have anything else to do but be crabs and pull other people down?
a-ha, that's the worst decision ive made this year so far.
letting them get into me, making them affect my mood, feelings & view towards life, love, work.
"issues lang yan pau" - classic line.
hell yeah, its gonna die anyway.
ive been a weakling. yuck.
i miss being the kick-ass girl who can get away with almost anything.
the same person who can be the most adorable brat but still be the sweetest person there is.
the exact person who people always run to for strength.
i have forgotten how strong i was, how strong i still am, and how strong i can still be.
--all because i let them get into me. imagine how stupid i was.
oh well, i should be asleep now but here i am putting my thoughts into an entry, boring so far but therapeutic.
im still on the process of re-charging my usual naturally-high-me, i hope it gets full batt in no time. =)
haay. i miss my old bitchy self. *evil grin.
or not. i like myself better now, minus the fact that i let other people step on me.
that's a complete no-no for twenty o' seven.
twenty o' six left with a lot of memories, good & bad. either way im grateful.
im gonna kiss it goodbye with a very good heart. =)
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to God, i just want to thank you for blessing me with a life full of lessons, a heart that is healing and a mind that can understand people.
please bless me pa with more patience to be more forgiving and more love to share to others. plus please make sad people happy. amen.