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Someone told me "Once a cheater, always a cheater"
I thought about that again last night, how much i was hurt by what happened. I dont know what spacked it, but i was laying to sleep and then i had this memory of when i found out. I dont know what happened.
When i got in the car this morning after those thoughts, Godsmack was on. I dunno the name of the song cuz im a noob, but it said "You better fucking go away, im doing the best i ever did, im doing the best that i can, im doing the best i ever did, now go away"
Made me feel better.
Sitting here not doing anything except feeling sorry for mysrlf again. ME and Amanda have fallen on rough times. We are trying to make it work and i think we will, I still love her, but im not good enough for her. Shes had shit all he rlife, why should she have one more? She needs someone better than me.
Anyway to make myself feel better im talking to Tootles <3. You dont know him. He's from WN and he lives in Iceland, yea go figure. His message to all readers here is;
"Do you crave for sex? If yes, hook up with teh Tootles for an unforgetable night!"
See, he makes me feel better.
Ohhh Deja vu, creepy....
Oh well, see ya later
-James
I thought about that again last night, how much i was hurt by what happened. I dont know what spacked it, but i was laying to sleep and then i had this memory of when i found out. I dont know what happened.
When i got in the car this morning after those thoughts, Godsmack was on. I dunno the name of the song cuz im a noob, but it said "You better fucking go away, im doing the best i ever did, im doing the best that i can, im doing the best i ever did, now go away"
Made me feel better.
Sitting here not doing anything except feeling sorry for mysrlf again. ME and Amanda have fallen on rough times. We are trying to make it work and i think we will, I still love her, but im not good enough for her. Shes had shit all he rlife, why should she have one more? She needs someone better than me.
Anyway to make myself feel better im talking to Tootles <3. You dont know him. He's from WN and he lives in Iceland, yea go figure. His message to all readers here is;
"Do you crave for sex? If yes, hook up with teh Tootles for an unforgetable night!"
See, he makes me feel better.
Ohhh Deja vu, creepy....
Oh well, see ya later
-James