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So tonight was annoying. Today was interesting to say the least.
Last night was too...spent the night at lauras w/ rachel.
I just really miss spending time with moshe.
I want alcohol. Now. NOW I SAY.
I miss the feeling of not having to worry about anything else around me.
I want answers. I want them now. I want to know why I was put here on this earth and why bad things happen.
I still cry every night. I really want that to stop.
I just feel like nothing is here for me anymore.
Last night was too...spent the night at lauras w/ rachel.
I just really miss spending time with moshe.
I want alcohol. Now. NOW I SAY.
I miss the feeling of not having to worry about anything else around me.
I want answers. I want them now. I want to know why I was put here on this earth and why bad things happen.
I still cry every night. I really want that to stop.
I just feel like nothing is here for me anymore.