Dec 28, 2004 19:07
I've been at Pj's since last night...we've had so much fun. Inbetween the wrestling, laughing, sex, and eating we've cuddled so much. It feels so good to be loved <3 Last night while we were dosing off together I brought up the subject of us possibly breaking up. BAD IDEA. He got so upset. He didn't cry but he wouldnt talk he just held me really tight and kept saying how much he loved me and wanted to be with me forever. I started crying and really clung to him. I love him. I really do. Im stuck between a rock and a hard place. He's really been there for me these past months, even though we've had our differences. He really makes me feel important and he always goes out of his way to make sure im happy. He's probably one of the best boyfriends I ever had besides Ryan. I'm falling for him more and more everytime he hugs me or kisses me or even looks at me. He's truly one of a kind. With PJ I know i'll always be taken care of. GRRR I HATE BEING ME!?