I just had a revalation
If I really want something intangable, I never get it. If I really don't want something to happen, the chance of it happening is about 50/50. The more half assed I am about getting things, the more likely I am to get the things. This doesn't make sense. If my life so crappy that me trying to do something is actually making anti-progress? All I can say is what the fuck, and I really need to get an icon. Of course, with this knowledge, I will never get an icon.