Life or something like it
So this is my new journal. Who knows if anyone will read it. But hey, I need something to do with my time that's more productive than watching my puppy sleep. So, there's this guy that I love. He's a friend, ya know? I met him 8 years ago when I was 16. I've had a crush on him ever since. The thing is, he wants perfect and I can't give him that. I don't even want to be perfect. I just want to be me. But as great as his is, his one flaw is that he wants to view me as something I'm not. So I wrote this little thing about it. It's kinda lame and it's abstract. Sort of a metaphor of our relationship and how he sees me. Ok here it is:
Wake Up
I love you. I live you. I watch you from inside your dreams. But I want to be real. So I tell you to wake up. You never hear me. The dreams pull us in deeper. I'm trapped inside and I fight to get out. I just want to be real. Why can't you see me? See me for who I am. So now I walk through your dream. I step over the clouds and walk into a wall. I change my path, swim through your blues seas and I hit another wall. I can't knock it down. It's a dream, so I'm not strong enough. But wait, something's not right...this is your dream I'm in, so I why am I the one who's too weak? All I want is to be real. Please wake up. Please see me outside of this world that's lacking flaws. Wake up. Can you hear me? Just wake up! So I can be real.
Wake Up
I love you. I live you. I watch you from inside your dreams. But I want to be real. So I tell you to wake up. You never hear me. The dreams pull us in deeper. I'm trapped inside and I fight to get out. I just want to be real. Why can't you see me? See me for who I am. So now I walk through your dream. I step over the clouds and walk into a wall. I change my path, swim through your blues seas and I hit another wall. I can't knock it down. It's a dream, so I'm not strong enough. But wait, something's not right...this is your dream I'm in, so I why am I the one who's too weak? All I want is to be real. Please wake up. Please see me outside of this world that's lacking flaws. Wake up. Can you hear me? Just wake up! So I can be real.