Whirl.

Jun 10, 2008 15:58

What a crazy few months. I got married, that's been interesting.

Justin has something wrong inside his head that only medicine can fix. When he doesn't take his medicine he's acts out to the point that I act like I'm not even with him. He freaked out on the girl in Baskin Robbins the other day because they didn't have soft serve.

I'm confused about what to do. I love him as a friend, and as a person, but the way he's acting out reminds me of something in movies. Like I adopted a foster kid, and that kid hates me.

It's really hard. I had no idea this was all going to change and come crashing down on us after the wedding. I mean, I knew we fought, but not like this.

On our honeymoon I slapped him because he called me a "fucking bitch." I wasn't doing ANYTHING that should have warranted that kind of language, so I slapped him and got out of the car. The only reason I got back in was because I didn't have a phone to call for another ride home.

So, things have been messy. And, if you read this, I could really use some friends. So, call me.
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