Rawr
"You've got this new head filled up with smoke
I've got my veins all tangled close
To those jukebox bars you frequent
They're the safest place to hide
A long night spent with your most obvious weakness
You start shaking at the thought you are everything I want
'Cause you are everything I'm not"
You know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy, the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese, the Swiss hold the America's Cup, France is accusing the U.S. of arrogance, Germany doesn't want to go to war, and the three most powerful men in America are named 'Bush', 'Dick', and 'Colon.' Need I say more?
--Chris Rock
Prom is in a few weeks. I'm not ready. My dress is horrible. I don't have a date. I have a date afterwards. Oh well. Thats alright though. Hopefully it should be a good day.
Recently I have been talking to Timmy. Not alot. Not really on the phone. Maybe I'll start talking to him on the phone like we used to. It was nice talking to him on the phone, it gave me something to do.
I hate the fact that I have lost touch with people since the begining of high school. Whomever they may have been. Old bestfriends, aquaintences, crushes, ect. It's sad to think that one day, when we graduate no-one will have the same friendships that they used to.
Did you ever notice, you can look someone in the eyes, and from then know that they are trusting, or deciteful. You can tell if you will like them or not. You can tell everything about a person by their eyes. Sure, some people can call that stereotyping, and I'm sure I'm not the first to be accused something, just because of the look in my eyes, when I did nothing of any sorts. But still, you can just tell. It's a beautiful thing.
Tonight I go to my fathers house for visitation. Just till tomorrow. I don't have any plans for tomorrow after school. Tuesday school during the day, my mothers working, then once she gets out of work, shes stopping by a store to pick up the new Taking Back Sunday-Louder Now cd for me. Hopefully after school Liz will want to play tennis.
I miss tennis. My racket is upstairs, all ready to be used. . I love tennis, I really do, and as of right now, I'd love to go out and play a game. If only i had someone to play with, and if it was nicer out.
I've always wanted to learn how to fence. Maybe I'll take lessons sometime.
Schools almost over. I have an intense fear of not passing. I need to pass. Lord, I really need to pass. I dont want to disapoint my father anymore than I already have.
This summer I'm getting my hips pierced, I'm extremely excited, yet extremely frightened. If it rejects, that will suck horribly, if it hurts, that will be even worse. I know it will hurt, obviously it will hurt. I'll have to wear sweatpants the first few days and such because if a piercing is rubbed against wrongly, it can, and most likely will cause rejection.
Man, I could really use some chapstick.
"life isn't like a pencil, you can't erase your mistakes. life is like a pen: because you can always cross out your mistakes, but never erase them, and you can use white-out to cover your mistakes, but you'll always be reminded where you made the mistake."
Has there ever been mistakes in your life you wish you could erase? Everyone has those mistakes. I wish I could erase all of my mistakes, start over on a new page of paper, and say "Hi world, I'm better now". I guess that isn't really scientific, you can just erase your mind, and start over. But it would be a good thing wouldn't it? If I could go back in time, and re-interpret things the right way, then maybe my life would be a bed of roses. But it isn't all the time, and frankly, that sucks. I'm sorry to say that everyone will encounter problems in their lives, whether it be now, or later. You're going to make mistakes, its inevitable. Just know, that you can't erase them. You can only sit around, and try to block out the old memories with the new.
I'm really bored, and I actually thought about going outside and walking around Auburn until I saw someone I knew to hang out with, but thats just boring sounding. Because everyones probably inside since its shitty outside.
I need a scientific calculator. Go buy me one bitch.
Sin, Cos, Tan must be on it.
I need it tonight so I can do my math homework.
Test is Tuesday.
I'm excited .. I know what I'm doing. =]
I've got my veins all tangled close
To those jukebox bars you frequent
They're the safest place to hide
A long night spent with your most obvious weakness
You start shaking at the thought you are everything I want
'Cause you are everything I'm not"
You know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy, the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese, the Swiss hold the America's Cup, France is accusing the U.S. of arrogance, Germany doesn't want to go to war, and the three most powerful men in America are named 'Bush', 'Dick', and 'Colon.' Need I say more?
--Chris Rock
Prom is in a few weeks. I'm not ready. My dress is horrible. I don't have a date. I have a date afterwards. Oh well. Thats alright though. Hopefully it should be a good day.
Recently I have been talking to Timmy. Not alot. Not really on the phone. Maybe I'll start talking to him on the phone like we used to. It was nice talking to him on the phone, it gave me something to do.
I hate the fact that I have lost touch with people since the begining of high school. Whomever they may have been. Old bestfriends, aquaintences, crushes, ect. It's sad to think that one day, when we graduate no-one will have the same friendships that they used to.
Did you ever notice, you can look someone in the eyes, and from then know that they are trusting, or deciteful. You can tell if you will like them or not. You can tell everything about a person by their eyes. Sure, some people can call that stereotyping, and I'm sure I'm not the first to be accused something, just because of the look in my eyes, when I did nothing of any sorts. But still, you can just tell. It's a beautiful thing.
Tonight I go to my fathers house for visitation. Just till tomorrow. I don't have any plans for tomorrow after school. Tuesday school during the day, my mothers working, then once she gets out of work, shes stopping by a store to pick up the new Taking Back Sunday-Louder Now cd for me. Hopefully after school Liz will want to play tennis.
I miss tennis. My racket is upstairs, all ready to be used. . I love tennis, I really do, and as of right now, I'd love to go out and play a game. If only i had someone to play with, and if it was nicer out.
I've always wanted to learn how to fence. Maybe I'll take lessons sometime.
Schools almost over. I have an intense fear of not passing. I need to pass. Lord, I really need to pass. I dont want to disapoint my father anymore than I already have.
This summer I'm getting my hips pierced, I'm extremely excited, yet extremely frightened. If it rejects, that will suck horribly, if it hurts, that will be even worse. I know it will hurt, obviously it will hurt. I'll have to wear sweatpants the first few days and such because if a piercing is rubbed against wrongly, it can, and most likely will cause rejection.
Man, I could really use some chapstick.
"life isn't like a pencil, you can't erase your mistakes. life is like a pen: because you can always cross out your mistakes, but never erase them, and you can use white-out to cover your mistakes, but you'll always be reminded where you made the mistake."
Has there ever been mistakes in your life you wish you could erase? Everyone has those mistakes. I wish I could erase all of my mistakes, start over on a new page of paper, and say "Hi world, I'm better now". I guess that isn't really scientific, you can just erase your mind, and start over. But it would be a good thing wouldn't it? If I could go back in time, and re-interpret things the right way, then maybe my life would be a bed of roses. But it isn't all the time, and frankly, that sucks. I'm sorry to say that everyone will encounter problems in their lives, whether it be now, or later. You're going to make mistakes, its inevitable. Just know, that you can't erase them. You can only sit around, and try to block out the old memories with the new.
I'm really bored, and I actually thought about going outside and walking around Auburn until I saw someone I knew to hang out with, but thats just boring sounding. Because everyones probably inside since its shitty outside.
I need a scientific calculator. Go buy me one bitch.
Sin, Cos, Tan must be on it.
I need it tonight so I can do my math homework.
Test is Tuesday.
I'm excited .. I know what I'm doing. =]