Nov 05, 2007 17:39
Cutting ridiculous shit from your life is nice...
I feel like a ton has lifted off my shoulders... now lets keep it that way. What/who is next? I need to take a good look and quit going with the flow. I'm so damn laid back and trusting that I can't even see when people are straight poison in my life.
I'll continue to make mistakes - don't get me wrong I can be a straight up idiot. But, hey - I have to make decisions for myself...I just don't want to fall for bs anymore. Hopefully I can see through it in the future...but there is a reason I fell for it at the time and I just have to trust everything in my life has happened for a reason. I wouldn't be who I am if it didn't.
I adore all of my close friends and I hope they know this. Sometimes I fuck up and slip...but I love them all so very much.
Although I've been ridden with stress recently - I'm really excited to see what happens in the near future... I feel a lot of changes are about to happen. Good changes. Lots of good changes.
It's time to not be scared and just take the leap. I'm ready...fuck yeah.