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my fingers are greenblueredpinkpurple rainbow colors (+slightly blistered) and so are the walls down (roughly) around 41st & peoria. there time does not exist, it disappears with sun/moonlight spilling through the faraway opening. i lost track of time and got so caught up in that small island of candlelight.
i went in around 7:15pm.
mitch walked in, set up candles with me, and left about thirty minutes later.
i got out around 11:17pm.
taylor and katy will be here soon, ithink, so i have to be brief.
i got into the retreat and that means that soon i'm headed for new mexico mountains once again. suuuublime. i should've meditated last time i was there, so far removed from everything at philmont. i wish i had a job at philmont so baddd.. but i never really worked at boy scouts, i used them to go camping alot and burn a monday night. oh well.
the retreat will give my dad and i alot of time together, but not necessarily so as it's a silent retreat (for the most part) but it does put us alone for the ride there and the ride back, when we can talk. this is something i'm looking forward to immensely. my dad quit drinking, is trying to quit smoking? wow.
p.s. <3
i cannot wait to get this metal out of my goddamn arm, i am going to see the doctor next week but i don't know what to expect. maybe longer, or maybe get it unscrewed(ouchouchouchouch!).
contented. and i have been seeing alot of arielle andand tomorrow i get to see her againn. we ate pizza at.. the pie hole? i think that was the name of the place. great thin-crust large slice pizza and amazingly friendly service and it was EMPTY except us and people who walked in to get take-out boxes. amazzzing, but she beats pizza and both is pastthemax amazing. i really could type forever about her, butbut.. next subject, i need to start updating this more, i can't get into detail about anything. ;>
details are important, though.
coleridgepizzastoplightsorangenecklaceconcretetunnelsrainstormsheartstencilslights
mexicancokesthatlovelysmilerailroadtracksblueberrycakedoughnutsinsectbiteshappinessminiature
horsesrainbowslushiesholdinghandshaircutshotindiegirlseskimoskissingfishes... and, of course none without <3.
taylor broke up with caulder.
surprise.
today while getting spraypaint at a local hardware store mitch and i bumped into paul. what a tripp! i'm going to call him tomorrow when i wake up and arrange to do something later.
so much more to say, but wow, they're here. so maybe not.
i went in around 7:15pm.
mitch walked in, set up candles with me, and left about thirty minutes later.
i got out around 11:17pm.
taylor and katy will be here soon, ithink, so i have to be brief.
i got into the retreat and that means that soon i'm headed for new mexico mountains once again. suuuublime. i should've meditated last time i was there, so far removed from everything at philmont. i wish i had a job at philmont so baddd.. but i never really worked at boy scouts, i used them to go camping alot and burn a monday night. oh well.
the retreat will give my dad and i alot of time together, but not necessarily so as it's a silent retreat (for the most part) but it does put us alone for the ride there and the ride back, when we can talk. this is something i'm looking forward to immensely. my dad quit drinking, is trying to quit smoking? wow.
p.s. <3
i cannot wait to get this metal out of my goddamn arm, i am going to see the doctor next week but i don't know what to expect. maybe longer, or maybe get it unscrewed(ouchouchouchouch!).
contented. and i have been seeing alot of arielle andand tomorrow i get to see her againn. we ate pizza at.. the pie hole? i think that was the name of the place. great thin-crust large slice pizza and amazingly friendly service and it was EMPTY except us and people who walked in to get take-out boxes. amazzzing, but she beats pizza and both is pastthemax amazing. i really could type forever about her, butbut.. next subject, i need to start updating this more, i can't get into detail about anything. ;>
details are important, though.
coleridgepizzastoplightsorangenecklaceconcretetunnelsrainstormsheartstencilslights
mexicancokesthatlovelysmilerailroadtracksblueberrycakedoughnutsinsectbiteshappinessminiature
horsesrainbowslushiesholdinghandshaircutshotindiegirlseskimoskissingfishes... and, of course none without <3.
taylor broke up with caulder.
surprise.
today while getting spraypaint at a local hardware store mitch and i bumped into paul. what a tripp! i'm going to call him tomorrow when i wake up and arrange to do something later.
so much more to say, but wow, they're here. so maybe not.