i have the worst timing in the world

[myriad_inertia]

if there is a god, he fucking hates me.
the single meal i put forth effort to eat and my appetite goes away.
i don't want to be an atheist, agnostic, whatever.. i wish i could believe in a god so i could shake my fist at the heavens.

i can shake my fist at the colors, i can do that.