Well...

Jul 29, 2004 16:01

School is coming...yes it really isn't that far away. Well, kiddies it's not as far away as you thought. The time is coming especially for my fish friends for our worst fear this summer to happen yet again. For freshman it will be a little bit different than all of the other years. Expectations a bit harder, homework load a little bit heavier, people actually expected to pass the next 4 years very slim; so what are we waiting for? Ok so that sounded very pessimistic I know. Ok well just looking down the list of entries I'm not afraid to admit that I have sounded very pessimistic person. Yes, well I am in many ways. Why? Well, because I don't agree with the customs of the world. Am I a hypocrite? Well, yes. Am I always right? No! I will admit that I am very judgemental. I fall into the trap just like any of ya'll. I have become very weird this last summer and a bit bitter at times. I fear the freshman year. Not just because of grades. I have a feeling some of my friends (close or just barely) will slip away into the trap of the world. I know what high school is. All these years even through the last year of middle school which really disgusts me has been telling a lie. They have covered it up with their cheesy little "quotes of the day." They have tried to put us into a false-security of that everything is alright and words hurt as much as stick and stones. Uh isn't that a quote in itself? "Sticks and stones will break my bones, but words will never hurt me." Oh well yes maybe but theoritically it's not true because we're all just a big family...what a joke they have been telling us. Well no this is life most people could care less about you. High school is where the real world starts. You will notice how the f word is used a little more liberally in fights instead of petty "you idiot." Well, I'm sorry for being so pessimistic, but it's coming to a life near you, mates. Ok well I have to start thinking more positively (but still aggressive) because I have a game now. Ha well maybe I will become more positive one of these times during an entry...ok well probably not. see ya later homies~~Prof
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