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[myrandomquirks]

isn't it funny? we built these walls to protect ourselves emotionally and keep us strong over the years, after getting hurt , only to find out they cave in so easily when someone comes back to your life again. sometimes i think i am quite an imbecile for letting this happen to me  over and over again. but then again, this is life.

this is so frustrating. i am in a perpetual state of confusion.

if i don't give up, i will get upset, neurotic, hurt and all these negative emotions.
if i give up now, i can salvage the situation but i would sacrifice a potential catch.

how now brown cow? i have three days to decide.

let's be practical then. i shall be unhappy for a while, move on, forget about it and find another who makes me feel worthwhile. the cycle repeats.

vertheless, i still want to talk about what makes me happy.


a top i bought from BCBG. AND I LOVE NOTHING MORE THAN THIS. HAHAHAHAHAHA! unfortunately it's too formal, so maybe i'll only get to wear it to _______ and _______'s wedding.

oh, and the most perfect GEOX heels ever. comfortable and classic and stylish. what could be better you tell me?

by the way, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEITH :D thank god it's not 10th july in singapore yet.