Nov 03, 2006 10:03
For past 10 or so years, the month of October has been horrible for me. Now don’t get me wrong, I love the fall and leaves changing color, and the weather getting cooler, and especially Halloween. But for some reason my bi-polar disorder usually took a turn for the worse during my favorite month, and I’d spend a lot of time generally depressed if not in tears.
But this past October was different. I’ve been happy every day. And I owe it all to T. I’ve never felt this way about anyone before. Even during those brief periods of not fighting with L, it was never like this. I go to sleep thinking about her, wake up thinking about her, (I guess it helps that just about every night I’m over her place or she’s at mine). When I’m at work, I’m hoping she’ll email me. I know a bunch of you will say that this is just because this is a new relationship, but I’ve felt like this about her since we both started hanging out and stuff over a year ago. The only difference is that now I know she feels the same.
Enough of that mushy stuff I return you to your regularly scheduled Myq.