Love
I love easier than most, always see the good in everyone and the naughty lol. My love for people probably stems from my lack of love as a child. When your a child sometimes you dont know right from wrong but I had to learn what was right and what was wrong a lot earlier than most kids.
Being beat from head to toe for just being alive, has made me welcome life a lot more. As a kid you just try to learn stuff and adapt to every day life, for me I had to be 20 when I was only 5. My brother helped a lot and even took some of the beatings that were aimed for me. My love for him is to the highest limit you can go as far as love.
I dont really complain about what has transpired in my life, because why complain about the things you cant control. I can control never being hurt again, well not as far as love goes but I will rest assure nobody will lay their hands on me again unless I ask lol. A lot of people say how can you be so cavalier about such a tragic thing as getting the living shit beat out of you or being molested, well its not that I dont care. Its more that today will be the start of my life not yesterday.
I live for a few things, 1) my family first and foremost 2) my friends and 3) my self. My dad is dead now, and in the time he had from my mom divorcing him and till his death he not once try to contact me to say anything..and thats fine its not like I expected this long apology. I have learned something people are who they are, no matter if its good or bad. People dont change they just evolve.
One time my dad burned me with a cigarette....still have the scar, and I am glad I do. Its a reminder of what I have been through and its a reminder of where I am going. Love is something I will always give you. All you have to do is love me back...
Being beat from head to toe for just being alive, has made me welcome life a lot more. As a kid you just try to learn stuff and adapt to every day life, for me I had to be 20 when I was only 5. My brother helped a lot and even took some of the beatings that were aimed for me. My love for him is to the highest limit you can go as far as love.
I dont really complain about what has transpired in my life, because why complain about the things you cant control. I can control never being hurt again, well not as far as love goes but I will rest assure nobody will lay their hands on me again unless I ask lol. A lot of people say how can you be so cavalier about such a tragic thing as getting the living shit beat out of you or being molested, well its not that I dont care. Its more that today will be the start of my life not yesterday.
I live for a few things, 1) my family first and foremost 2) my friends and 3) my self. My dad is dead now, and in the time he had from my mom divorcing him and till his death he not once try to contact me to say anything..and thats fine its not like I expected this long apology. I have learned something people are who they are, no matter if its good or bad. People dont change they just evolve.
One time my dad burned me with a cigarette....still have the scar, and I am glad I do. Its a reminder of what I have been through and its a reminder of where I am going. Love is something I will always give you. All you have to do is love me back...