BDSM
I am confused!?!?!
I have been doing a lot of studying on different fetishes, A lot of the pain inflicting fetishes seem to interest me the most for some reason. I always have thought of myself as a dom I guess is the term you use in this world just because of the fact I love to have control. Through out my life I have never really been able to control the outcome of anything that has transpired in my life but through this art as I see it, this person on the other side is willing to have pain inflicted on them in order to please you...Can I say "beautiful"
I also look at the sub side as being a joyous thing as well, I never saw my self like this until watching a few videos. I love pain, and have a high tolerance for pain..but even with that I never saw myself being at someone else's control. But then I started watching how this person was taking so much pain, I started to see myself in that way. What could I ultimately put my body through, take my body to the brink of pure agony but then take it back all in one big swoop. As there have been so many people I havn't been able to please in everyday life, to take my body to the edge and back would be orgasmic.
No I am not a sick man, just someone who wants to explore every possible avenue. I owe it to myself. I have been studying this world from a different perspective I guess, most are for the entire sensual experience but for me its mainly to take my inter soul and my outer body to the maxi um of its pleasure.
I have been doing a lot of studying on different fetishes, A lot of the pain inflicting fetishes seem to interest me the most for some reason. I always have thought of myself as a dom I guess is the term you use in this world just because of the fact I love to have control. Through out my life I have never really been able to control the outcome of anything that has transpired in my life but through this art as I see it, this person on the other side is willing to have pain inflicted on them in order to please you...Can I say "beautiful"
I also look at the sub side as being a joyous thing as well, I never saw my self like this until watching a few videos. I love pain, and have a high tolerance for pain..but even with that I never saw myself being at someone else's control. But then I started watching how this person was taking so much pain, I started to see myself in that way. What could I ultimately put my body through, take my body to the brink of pure agony but then take it back all in one big swoop. As there have been so many people I havn't been able to please in everyday life, to take my body to the edge and back would be orgasmic.
No I am not a sick man, just someone who wants to explore every possible avenue. I owe it to myself. I have been studying this world from a different perspective I guess, most are for the entire sensual experience but for me its mainly to take my inter soul and my outer body to the maxi um of its pleasure.