Linguistic Relativity For Horses

[mypradashoes]

It's 4 a.m. and the alarm clock's set for ten, as the smoke clears and settles to the ceiling. I am coming down from falling for your promises that we won't work. There's no shame in giving in. If I whispered it softly could you pretend I never said it? Her lips barely touched me, sprawled out on the carpet. I'll be gone in a week, and still she finds the strength to sleep right next to me. It's 4 a.m. and the alarm clock's set for ten, and I still can't shut my eyes knowing that the thought of me not waking up might hurt you. See, the words that you dont want to hear, they are all I want to say to save you. Summer's here but it slipped away to an island across the sea. Each night I scratch my accidents in walls that watched our lungs breathe softly. I needed this more than you'll ever know. Hold on to all those lonely night. They'll make me seem better...

What the hell is wrong with me? Have I really become the demon that everyone dispises? I want to be so much more than that... But I don't know how...

I'm only human... I make mistakes...