I miss my husband. :(
But in 4-5 more hours, I will be reunited once again with him. :) That is after I pass the frick out, seeing how I just couldn*t sleep for some strange reason. Man--What a long two days, Koyote and Mommy have had! Friday started out with last minute searching for transportation and heckling Panhandle Health to supply me with Birth Control--It was so ridiculous! I understand how they usually have super long waiting periods of appointments, but seeing how I got into there with only an hour notice, AND the fact that there was 2-3 other patients there---Geez :/ It makes me wonder sometimes, what they do with all the time on their hands and all the money in their hands from my tax dollars. I always find those who work to serve the Public, very rude and offensive :/. I feel like the mother Jersey Brown cow being ushered through the halls of State buildings, being prodded and poked with assumptions that "I don*t know any better, or that I need something," and that*s why I am here. *Big sigh* :) Anyways, I ended up getting out of their with ease besides the nurse giving me a lecture about vaccinations.
I call Mica up, she doesn*t pick up.
I call Treza--Right as she walks into the house, the phone rings, and she answers. :D AND THEN IT WAS KOYOTE, STORM, TREZA, & CINA TIME!!! ;)
Lady T, whisked us off to KB toy store to pick up toys for the boys, and then we ended up at Applebee*s to go visit Dad. :) We parted ways shortly after dinner, seeing how Danielle, T*s mom and Storm*s G-ma needed the car back by 7.
The rest of the night was a blur really, all I can remember is Chad, Leo, Dan, and I, talking later on that night. Ooh! :) This was also the day mom discovered Koyote*s two bottom teeth coming in! :( Poor guy, Poor dad...Poor mom :/ He*s having such a rough time with the teething process, and I think mom is too! Its hard to go along with daily life, with a 22 lb baby on your hip--I can*t set him on the floor by himself anymore, he doesn't like his exersaucer now, anytime he leaves my arms, he whips around and makes a bee line back to me. Guess I*m just going to have to be patient... :P 18 more teeth to go!
Saturday
DANG I was dreading this day! At 11 pm the previous night, I suddenly got tired out of nowhere--It was weird too because it was in my head, and usually it*s in my body that I feel the achiness for sleep. I fell asleep around 4-5AM and set the alarm for 8. Eight AM became 9:45.... 9:45 became 10:45... Darlene finally called saying that they*d be out, and thus I rushed to get a night bag, diaper bag, and mom all sashayed and ready to make the big trip to the land of the palouse! Chris, Darlene, & Chloe showed up around noon, we gased up, got stuck in the dang burger king drive thru, and then Koyote decided to throw numero uno *hissy fit* of the day, blood curdling screams and all! We pulled over in the Taco Bell parking lot, and Koyote and I rocked and talked outside for a few minutes... Thought everything was chill, and then attempted to put him back into his seat, and then fit numero dos began for a few minutes, and then kicked back up about 10 minutes outside of CDA, which led me to just let him cry it out. It*s HARD seeing him uncomfortable and upset; but what else could I do? He ended up being pretty dang tired and passed out alongside a sleeping Chloe 15 minutes later, as long as I kept quiet and he didn*t hear my voice. Around 3:30 PM we ended up in Moscow for Hempfest--Eeeh. Few words to describe hempfest? Rainy, stinky, MUD. not really much of anything this year, the number of booths were limited... I did bump into a kindred spirit, Towards the end as Darlene, Koyote, and I were walking back to the car, Melissa, Breann, Annbra, and Ryan caught our attention so we stopped and said hi. Insert hissy fit numero tres which was REALLY bad, and then--Of all places I would think I would end up, I ended up at Theresa "Candychick"*s home, in which she shares with her parents--Her parents were very interesting to say the least, but then again aren*t we all? :P Very intelligent, organized, on the button types of folks. And most interesting was Theresa*s room, decorated with an ocean of multicolored catholic candles and different perfums and colorful pieces of material! My mental image of her room that I had imagined before, pretty much fit what I was actually seeing in front of me. I realized a lot of things being with *theresa* not candychick, I saw the red haired prancing vixen and me as a freshman in college, as the same person: A young woman attempting to be *normal*, and fit in with the social scene--Mistakened for *having alterior motives*, whatever the f*ck that means, as I think about it. I*ve said it before, and I*ll say it again *There is no way in the world, anyone knows what goes on in another's mind, so it is needless to do so.*
I got a phone card from Theresa and attempted to call Ridley again, the first time I called her I forgot to put in the 208 prefix, seeing how Steady State Ryan*s from the same town as her and all--Whoops I was wrong! ;) Ridley and Ryan called back a minute later, and zipped on over from Cougar Country to pick Koyote and I up. And then it was off to Ryan*s...
Funny thing that I observed was how both Koyote and I chilled the hell out, as soon as we were just with family. Koyote fell tearlessly *Is that even a word? :P* asleep!--Kicked it in Ryan*s pad and got to meet Gomer Rightnow, and talk about Hobo Spiders :O Isn*t that something? I knew I didn*t like those spiders for some strange reason, BESIDES being poisonous, Leo :P lol
Side Note: Fly paper for Hobo*s, and natural sea sponges for mommy
On the way to the party we get pulled over of all things to happen. I almost crapped myself, in fear for the other parties in my car--It ended up Ridley just needed to illuminate her license plate or something. And get this--They had 6-7 coppa*s *protecting* city hall, because YOU KNOW HOW MUCH OF A TERRORIST THREAT ravers ARE! *breaker breaker--Brother Ryan and Sister Ridley--You there? CODE RAINBOW WE HAVE RAISED THE TERRORIST THREAT WARNING IN PULLMAN TO CODE RAINBOW! THOSE DAMN RAVERS ARE AT IT AGAIN!* ;)
Finally got to the party at around 9, everything was *jjuuuust* getting started, and so we just wandered. I saw sooooooooo many faces I have lost contact with, :) I had a warm bubbly feeling inside of me the whole time I was there. I sometimes feel so alone, and I know Leo does too.--Like we have no friends to hang out with... But we really do, it*s the damn scheduling conflicts. People were asking me what happened to us, did we fall off the face of the earth, that they miss conversating/being around/kicking it with/ or just VIBING energies with us; and I realized the rave scene can be a big joke sometimes, but I think there are a few souls I have seriously vibed with. :) Lots of *No, I really love you guys, please keep in touch*. :) felt good, i wanna give those vibes back now!
Koyote was having a decent time, meeting new friends, schmoozing the ladies of pullman, eating paper cranes, and checking out the visuals. Let me tell you, I LOVE DEEP HOUSE! I love my hubby and baby, AND I LOVE DEEP HOUSE! ;) The deep roots crew really threw down, ooooooooh man I wish I could*ve danced more! Ogle coined the feeling I get from deep house *BOOTY SHAKE* and if I could demonstrate for you Ogle doing the Revy Booty Shake, I would. :) Because it is funny lolol. Kelly was tearing it up on the main floor tribal style, but though the music wasn*t too harsh for puppy in the main room--:P Mom kept finding herself groovin in the chiiiilllllll room! My time was cut short at Ecobeatz 2 unfortunately, Pup fell asleep like 20 minutes before 11:20 PM, and dang I could*ve stayed longer after all :( I hope Ryan and Ridley had an okay time with me, I love those guys so much, and I never really got to focus any time sharing energy by conversating with them--It was either another person bumping into me, or another person exclaiming over the baby, or the baby exclaiming over his teeth--or something! Ridley walked us out and I gave her a big ol' hug, and it was then JASMIN AND CINA TIME! *and ofcourse Koyote too)
Again I feel like crap. I was SOOOOO tired and ache-y by the time I got to jaz*s, I couldn*t keep my place in conversation, or keep track of my thoughts, or even talk for the longest time... I think finally towards the time for us to pass out was when I began to wake up, and I found myself being able to talk like a normal person. Koyote felt right at home, getting all into jaz*s stuff, crawling all over the floor, and then playing with her hair. :) Being with Jaz for the few hours that we had was the best way to end our mini vacation from Hayden. We talked endlessly for hours about the dorm, boys, sororities, school and all that shit. Jaz is so beautiful, I hope she knows that. Though the two of us had some bad ass circles underneath our eyes from just being tired of the same ol' same ol', there was my sister, my roomie and best friend, glowing like always, from beneath. I was looking through her photo album, and her brother marj *who i met for the first time, and is funnier than heck!* were such beautiful and cute kids! And jaz your mom--DAMN! What*s weird if she reminds me of my sister Thoi... Very weird indeed. But yeah, I should probably head off and begin to pack up and head home. I had a wonderful time in pullman, and always usually do when I visit. :) Jaz, Ridley, & Ryan, thank you SO MUCH for the hospitality and good time.
I call Mica up, she doesn*t pick up.
I call Treza--Right as she walks into the house, the phone rings, and she answers. :D AND THEN IT WAS KOYOTE, STORM, TREZA, & CINA TIME!!! ;)
Lady T, whisked us off to KB toy store to pick up toys for the boys, and then we ended up at Applebee*s to go visit Dad. :) We parted ways shortly after dinner, seeing how Danielle, T*s mom and Storm*s G-ma needed the car back by 7.
The rest of the night was a blur really, all I can remember is Chad, Leo, Dan, and I, talking later on that night. Ooh! :) This was also the day mom discovered Koyote*s two bottom teeth coming in! :( Poor guy, Poor dad...Poor mom :/ He*s having such a rough time with the teething process, and I think mom is too! Its hard to go along with daily life, with a 22 lb baby on your hip--I can*t set him on the floor by himself anymore, he doesn't like his exersaucer now, anytime he leaves my arms, he whips around and makes a bee line back to me. Guess I*m just going to have to be patient... :P 18 more teeth to go!
Saturday
DANG I was dreading this day! At 11 pm the previous night, I suddenly got tired out of nowhere--It was weird too because it was in my head, and usually it*s in my body that I feel the achiness for sleep. I fell asleep around 4-5AM and set the alarm for 8. Eight AM became 9:45.... 9:45 became 10:45... Darlene finally called saying that they*d be out, and thus I rushed to get a night bag, diaper bag, and mom all sashayed and ready to make the big trip to the land of the palouse! Chris, Darlene, & Chloe showed up around noon, we gased up, got stuck in the dang burger king drive thru, and then Koyote decided to throw numero uno *hissy fit* of the day, blood curdling screams and all! We pulled over in the Taco Bell parking lot, and Koyote and I rocked and talked outside for a few minutes... Thought everything was chill, and then attempted to put him back into his seat, and then fit numero dos began for a few minutes, and then kicked back up about 10 minutes outside of CDA, which led me to just let him cry it out. It*s HARD seeing him uncomfortable and upset; but what else could I do? He ended up being pretty dang tired and passed out alongside a sleeping Chloe 15 minutes later, as long as I kept quiet and he didn*t hear my voice. Around 3:30 PM we ended up in Moscow for Hempfest--Eeeh. Few words to describe hempfest? Rainy, stinky, MUD. not really much of anything this year, the number of booths were limited... I did bump into a kindred spirit, Towards the end as Darlene, Koyote, and I were walking back to the car, Melissa, Breann, Annbra, and Ryan caught our attention so we stopped and said hi. Insert hissy fit numero tres which was REALLY bad, and then--Of all places I would think I would end up, I ended up at Theresa "Candychick"*s home, in which she shares with her parents--Her parents were very interesting to say the least, but then again aren*t we all? :P Very intelligent, organized, on the button types of folks. And most interesting was Theresa*s room, decorated with an ocean of multicolored catholic candles and different perfums and colorful pieces of material! My mental image of her room that I had imagined before, pretty much fit what I was actually seeing in front of me. I realized a lot of things being with *theresa* not candychick, I saw the red haired prancing vixen and me as a freshman in college, as the same person: A young woman attempting to be *normal*, and fit in with the social scene--Mistakened for *having alterior motives*, whatever the f*ck that means, as I think about it. I*ve said it before, and I*ll say it again *There is no way in the world, anyone knows what goes on in another's mind, so it is needless to do so.*
I got a phone card from Theresa and attempted to call Ridley again, the first time I called her I forgot to put in the 208 prefix, seeing how Steady State Ryan*s from the same town as her and all--Whoops I was wrong! ;) Ridley and Ryan called back a minute later, and zipped on over from Cougar Country to pick Koyote and I up. And then it was off to Ryan*s...
Funny thing that I observed was how both Koyote and I chilled the hell out, as soon as we were just with family. Koyote fell tearlessly *Is that even a word? :P* asleep!--Kicked it in Ryan*s pad and got to meet Gomer Rightnow, and talk about Hobo Spiders :O Isn*t that something? I knew I didn*t like those spiders for some strange reason, BESIDES being poisonous, Leo :P lol
Side Note: Fly paper for Hobo*s, and natural sea sponges for mommy
On the way to the party we get pulled over of all things to happen. I almost crapped myself, in fear for the other parties in my car--It ended up Ridley just needed to illuminate her license plate or something. And get this--They had 6-7 coppa*s *protecting* city hall, because YOU KNOW HOW MUCH OF A TERRORIST THREAT ravers ARE! *breaker breaker--Brother Ryan and Sister Ridley--You there? CODE RAINBOW WE HAVE RAISED THE TERRORIST THREAT WARNING IN PULLMAN TO CODE RAINBOW! THOSE DAMN RAVERS ARE AT IT AGAIN!* ;)
Finally got to the party at around 9, everything was *jjuuuust* getting started, and so we just wandered. I saw sooooooooo many faces I have lost contact with, :) I had a warm bubbly feeling inside of me the whole time I was there. I sometimes feel so alone, and I know Leo does too.--Like we have no friends to hang out with... But we really do, it*s the damn scheduling conflicts. People were asking me what happened to us, did we fall off the face of the earth, that they miss conversating/being around/kicking it with/ or just VIBING energies with us; and I realized the rave scene can be a big joke sometimes, but I think there are a few souls I have seriously vibed with. :) Lots of *No, I really love you guys, please keep in touch*. :) felt good, i wanna give those vibes back now!
Koyote was having a decent time, meeting new friends, schmoozing the ladies of pullman, eating paper cranes, and checking out the visuals. Let me tell you, I LOVE DEEP HOUSE! I love my hubby and baby, AND I LOVE DEEP HOUSE! ;) The deep roots crew really threw down, ooooooooh man I wish I could*ve danced more! Ogle coined the feeling I get from deep house *BOOTY SHAKE* and if I could demonstrate for you Ogle doing the Revy Booty Shake, I would. :) Because it is funny lolol. Kelly was tearing it up on the main floor tribal style, but though the music wasn*t too harsh for puppy in the main room--:P Mom kept finding herself groovin in the chiiiilllllll room! My time was cut short at Ecobeatz 2 unfortunately, Pup fell asleep like 20 minutes before 11:20 PM, and dang I could*ve stayed longer after all :( I hope Ryan and Ridley had an okay time with me, I love those guys so much, and I never really got to focus any time sharing energy by conversating with them--It was either another person bumping into me, or another person exclaiming over the baby, or the baby exclaiming over his teeth--or something! Ridley walked us out and I gave her a big ol' hug, and it was then JASMIN AND CINA TIME! *and ofcourse Koyote too)
Again I feel like crap. I was SOOOOO tired and ache-y by the time I got to jaz*s, I couldn*t keep my place in conversation, or keep track of my thoughts, or even talk for the longest time... I think finally towards the time for us to pass out was when I began to wake up, and I found myself being able to talk like a normal person. Koyote felt right at home, getting all into jaz*s stuff, crawling all over the floor, and then playing with her hair. :) Being with Jaz for the few hours that we had was the best way to end our mini vacation from Hayden. We talked endlessly for hours about the dorm, boys, sororities, school and all that shit. Jaz is so beautiful, I hope she knows that. Though the two of us had some bad ass circles underneath our eyes from just being tired of the same ol' same ol', there was my sister, my roomie and best friend, glowing like always, from beneath. I was looking through her photo album, and her brother marj *who i met for the first time, and is funnier than heck!* were such beautiful and cute kids! And jaz your mom--DAMN! What*s weird if she reminds me of my sister Thoi... Very weird indeed. But yeah, I should probably head off and begin to pack up and head home. I had a wonderful time in pullman, and always usually do when I visit. :) Jaz, Ridley, & Ryan, thank you SO MUCH for the hospitality and good time.