Here Comes the Candle to Light You to Bed, Here Comes the Chopper to Chop off Your Head
"Oranges and lemons" say the bells of St. Clement's
"You owe me five farthings" say the bells of St. Martin's
"When will you pay me?" say the bells of Old Bailey
"When I grow rich" say the bells of Shoreditch
"When will that be?" say the bells of Stepney
"I do not know" say the great bells of Bow
"Here comes a candle to light you to bed
Here comes a chopper to chop off your head
Chip chop chip chop - the last man's dead."
Those are the lines to a nursery rhyme from Ye Olde England. Nursery rhymes are pretty dark...
Anyways, this weekend I went to Northborough for Mita's parent's anniversary party. They were so surprised by it! It was great and they really deserved it! Mina, Mita and I all wore matching saris and jewelry. We pretty much ran around all of Saturday for the party and setting up. Then didn't get home til 12 and didn't get in bed til like 2. But I got to sleep til 10:30. YAY!
So thoughts. Recently I went to the movies with this guy that works in my program. He isn't in my building, but in the same general part of campus. Nice guy. He asked me to go see "He's Just Not That Into You". Ironic right? haha. Anyways, he asked to go to see another movie some time. I said sure. Asked to grab dinner Friday night, but I couldn't since I had to leave. Now you know me, I freak out about this kinda stuff. Likee nothing happened its just a movie, its just dinner. But others think its a date. We can be sarcastic with each other. I texted him today to see if he wanted to grab dinner this week and we're going to Chilies tomorrow night. I guess I'm jittery. He's a nice guy. Is it a date? How the fuck do I know! What exactly is a date? Hang on:"a social outing with a current or potential lover" according to WIKIPEDIA. Which as we all know, is ALWAYS right. haha. Maybe it is a date. I think the team is going to Kika's this weekend to party and I think I'm gonna invite him.
With this I have to realize the need to let go other things. Ok one thing. One person rather. I've been putting way more thought into this. But I've realized that if anything legit was to happen, not that it will, I have to cut things off with him. And yes, he's still in the picture. Or a picture, not the important one. Either way I cannot allow what happened a couple weeks ago to continue. Why keep going with something that has no future? Why allow myself to be treated as someone insignificant when things aren't going to change? Let's see where this goes...
"You owe me five farthings" say the bells of St. Martin's
"When will you pay me?" say the bells of Old Bailey
"When I grow rich" say the bells of Shoreditch
"When will that be?" say the bells of Stepney
"I do not know" say the great bells of Bow
"Here comes a candle to light you to bed
Here comes a chopper to chop off your head
Chip chop chip chop - the last man's dead."
Those are the lines to a nursery rhyme from Ye Olde England. Nursery rhymes are pretty dark...
Anyways, this weekend I went to Northborough for Mita's parent's anniversary party. They were so surprised by it! It was great and they really deserved it! Mina, Mita and I all wore matching saris and jewelry. We pretty much ran around all of Saturday for the party and setting up. Then didn't get home til 12 and didn't get in bed til like 2. But I got to sleep til 10:30. YAY!
So thoughts. Recently I went to the movies with this guy that works in my program. He isn't in my building, but in the same general part of campus. Nice guy. He asked me to go see "He's Just Not That Into You". Ironic right? haha. Anyways, he asked to go to see another movie some time. I said sure. Asked to grab dinner Friday night, but I couldn't since I had to leave. Now you know me, I freak out about this kinda stuff. Likee nothing happened its just a movie, its just dinner. But others think its a date. We can be sarcastic with each other. I texted him today to see if he wanted to grab dinner this week and we're going to Chilies tomorrow night. I guess I'm jittery. He's a nice guy. Is it a date? How the fuck do I know! What exactly is a date? Hang on:"a social outing with a current or potential lover" according to WIKIPEDIA. Which as we all know, is ALWAYS right. haha. Maybe it is a date. I think the team is going to Kika's this weekend to party and I think I'm gonna invite him.
With this I have to realize the need to let go other things. Ok one thing. One person rather. I've been putting way more thought into this. But I've realized that if anything legit was to happen, not that it will, I have to cut things off with him. And yes, he's still in the picture. Or a picture, not the important one. Either way I cannot allow what happened a couple weeks ago to continue. Why keep going with something that has no future? Why allow myself to be treated as someone insignificant when things aren't going to change? Let's see where this goes...