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I love the way you assume this isn't hurting me. I love the way you suck up, the way you bend to please people. People who you apparently value more in your life than someone you whom you claim is your whole world. I love how you don't have any sense of loyalty to me, and all the massive things you say in private mean nothing once someone you want to impress comes along. Because you know what comes first? Your ego. And how you appear to those people. And every single time I see it, I lose a little more respect for you. Because obviously, I can't mean that much to you if you can't even show it to everyone else.