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I never make new years resolutions but this year I'm going to.
- number one, be happy in my job.
- record the songs finally
- start up phoebe & frank by march
- lose lots & lots of lbs
- finish bartending school
i type this to the person who doesn't know how to savor a word if it would save their life. please, my dear, try and at least pretend to take these words to heart, for they're coming from a mind that has seen the darkest of days as well as those mornings that blind you with light. don't waste one more minute on that underlying
sadness. people die and they're gone, people leave & they're not. that's what hurts more, isn't it ? when they've left this earth for good its an easy out for our grief. when they leave your personal earth by choice its a little harder to stomach. have you ever thought about how insane personal relationships are ? just an easy distraction while we mosey on through our lives. be born, study hard, get a job, die. and then what ? nothing. just another life done for in the small time the human race has to occupy this planet. think of all the millions upon millions of planets out there and I wonder if those who inhabit them waste their lives away like we do. and I know this theory is tired, the american dream and all that bullshit, so don't get me wrong. but sometimes I think I hate the revolutionaries and rebels of soceity more than the robots who follow it blindly, because they actually think they're making a difference. what im trying to say is there's no difference to make. so make something beautiful, paint on a smile and never, ever let yourself care.
- number one, be happy in my job.
- record the songs finally
- start up phoebe & frank by march
- lose lots & lots of lbs
- finish bartending school
i type this to the person who doesn't know how to savor a word if it would save their life. please, my dear, try and at least pretend to take these words to heart, for they're coming from a mind that has seen the darkest of days as well as those mornings that blind you with light. don't waste one more minute on that underlying
sadness. people die and they're gone, people leave & they're not. that's what hurts more, isn't it ? when they've left this earth for good its an easy out for our grief. when they leave your personal earth by choice its a little harder to stomach. have you ever thought about how insane personal relationships are ? just an easy distraction while we mosey on through our lives. be born, study hard, get a job, die. and then what ? nothing. just another life done for in the small time the human race has to occupy this planet. think of all the millions upon millions of planets out there and I wonder if those who inhabit them waste their lives away like we do. and I know this theory is tired, the american dream and all that bullshit, so don't get me wrong. but sometimes I think I hate the revolutionaries and rebels of soceity more than the robots who follow it blindly, because they actually think they're making a difference. what im trying to say is there's no difference to make. so make something beautiful, paint on a smile and never, ever let yourself care.