Insomnia?

Jun 07, 2005 21:57

I find myself unable to bring myself to sleep, even though my body is tired constantly...I find myself watching the clock past 12 and still be unable to mentally lay myself down to bed. Even as we speak I am supposed to be taking a shower and readying myself for sleeping, but I just can't do it. T.S. recommends I meditate before bed, but I stopped meditating back when I stopped reguarly practicing Ki-Ken. Meditating on the matter may be helpful though, perhaps I'll do it tomorrow morning.

My stepmother's mother passed on, and she's going to North Carolina. Which leaves the house to me, seeing as my father works from 5-9. AM to PM. I have to care for my brother, then bring him to my grandparents and go to school afterwards.

I'm considering growing my hair long. My father wouldn't let me, but fuck it, I like it like that. I haven't shaved in days either.

Ack, less procrastination, more stripping. And showering. I'm off.
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