Resolutions and Revelations
Driven by anger but also by an urge to resolve this conflict, I immediately talked to Shawn this morning. From what I could glean from our conversation, he's not guilty and I have no ill will toward him. He continues to attest it was not him and that it was someone else at the little get-together, or, more than one person.
I'm very glad I made peace with him, but I have other fish to fry in preventing future conflict.
I told Zachary Tucker to tell Sarah that I wanted to talk to her, seeing as she was the next most important person to talk to - I felt she was my friend, and besides, it WAS her screen name that was used for the incident.
But I didn't receive any affirmation that she wanted to have conference with me. Instead, Zack returned with a message from her: "Fuck you." She said a lot of other expletives, telling me to stop accusing people and it wasn't her problem - with a couple more swears laced in, of course.
And I have word from other people that in Chorus she said a lot about me, like I needed to stop pointing fingers and fight my own battles. Firstly, I didn't point fingers. I requested nothing more than a friendly conversation to see if she could HELP me, like a friend should, considering she was obviously involved. Secondly, I AM fighting my own battles. I'm not hiding behind messengers and computer screens. I offered her and anyone else a face-to-face conversation on the matter, and she denied me. So not only am I disheartened by her so scathingly rejecting me in a time of need, but I am far more suspicious that one of the guilty hands was hers. I sensed her corruption a few times before but I never thought she'd succumb to not even bothering to hear me out or talk to me. Be it drugs, bad company, or inborn contempt for others, my respect for her has waned today.
Tomorrow I see her in Forensics. Today I have other concerns, such as getting a haircut.
I'm very glad I made peace with him, but I have other fish to fry in preventing future conflict.
I told Zachary Tucker to tell Sarah that I wanted to talk to her, seeing as she was the next most important person to talk to - I felt she was my friend, and besides, it WAS her screen name that was used for the incident.
But I didn't receive any affirmation that she wanted to have conference with me. Instead, Zack returned with a message from her: "Fuck you." She said a lot of other expletives, telling me to stop accusing people and it wasn't her problem - with a couple more swears laced in, of course.
And I have word from other people that in Chorus she said a lot about me, like I needed to stop pointing fingers and fight my own battles. Firstly, I didn't point fingers. I requested nothing more than a friendly conversation to see if she could HELP me, like a friend should, considering she was obviously involved. Secondly, I AM fighting my own battles. I'm not hiding behind messengers and computer screens. I offered her and anyone else a face-to-face conversation on the matter, and she denied me. So not only am I disheartened by her so scathingly rejecting me in a time of need, but I am far more suspicious that one of the guilty hands was hers. I sensed her corruption a few times before but I never thought she'd succumb to not even bothering to hear me out or talk to me. Be it drugs, bad company, or inborn contempt for others, my respect for her has waned today.
Tomorrow I see her in Forensics. Today I have other concerns, such as getting a haircut.