there are no flowers

[mypinktriangle]

go figure, i was sposed to clean my room
i havent started yet

my stomach hurts like a motherfucker
and im really tired right now
i was thinking though
my days have really gone away from me
like today
im sposed to be going down to the lake
but i just dont feel like it
i honestly dont
well im calling Chris to see if we are going or not ...
ok maybe not .. no one answered
telling me one thing ..
yes they went to lake already
and im sposed to meet them down there
fuck it, i aint goin
imma lay around the house today
chill the fuck out
or maybe i'll go with Jackie to get her nails done
hum ...
wait .. today is saturday ..
i wanna go and ride horses!
imma go and ride horses
later