i will stand by you
"the best is yet to be, when our time has come, we will be as one... grow old with me, two branches of one tree... when the day is done... spending our lives together.. grow old along with me.. we will see it through, for our love is true"
"no one can change your life except for you, dont ever let anyone step all over you, just open your heart and you'll find, is it really fair to feel this way inside.. can you hold on for one more day... hold on for one more day things will go your way, you can sustain, or are you comfortable with the pain.. can you hold on?"
i dont know what to say right now... other than im lonely.. ever so lonely
and there isnt anything i can do about it... its pretty much out of my hands...
and i hate when im not in control of how i feel
im crying again.. i just fucking stopped...
i guess i cant help it.. everytime i think about the reality of what may be i get upset...
i want you to know that i miss you.. and that i miss seeing you and doing the things we did when we were together... i have missed you more today that i think i ever have.. i hope that no matter the outcome.. you come out on top.. i hope that no matter what happens you'll still talk to me.. i hope that nothing happens.. but if it does.. that's what i'd like to happen.. sometiems i feel we are on the same level.. then other times.. im not so sure... i really dont know right now. but that is all i can say about this... ... ..... ... ........
i dont want to be here anymore... i have caused enuff trouble... i want to die..
"no one can change your life except for you, dont ever let anyone step all over you, just open your heart and you'll find, is it really fair to feel this way inside.. can you hold on for one more day... hold on for one more day things will go your way, you can sustain, or are you comfortable with the pain.. can you hold on?"
i dont know what to say right now... other than im lonely.. ever so lonely
and there isnt anything i can do about it... its pretty much out of my hands...
and i hate when im not in control of how i feel
im crying again.. i just fucking stopped...
i guess i cant help it.. everytime i think about the reality of what may be i get upset...
i want you to know that i miss you.. and that i miss seeing you and doing the things we did when we were together... i have missed you more today that i think i ever have.. i hope that no matter the outcome.. you come out on top.. i hope that no matter what happens you'll still talk to me.. i hope that nothing happens.. but if it does.. that's what i'd like to happen.. sometiems i feel we are on the same level.. then other times.. im not so sure... i really dont know right now. but that is all i can say about this... ... ..... ... ........
i dont want to be here anymore... i have caused enuff trouble... i want to die..