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[mypinata]

life has been really good lately but whenever im truly happy i convince myself that somethings missing
something from the past
and i figured out that there was no
purpose
and we couldnt invent one
and i know that when you're in love there truly are
Fireworks
we just can't see them because we're too busy hiding
excuses
excuses
i miss you
i didn't figure it out
if i had you'd still be here
and i wont drive him away
and i think that im confusing myself
and i think that this wont work
and i think that i am hurtful
you were
he isn't
i love you
i love him with all i am
all i am
i can't believe that i don't see how good he is to me
i'm not hiding
i just wish i was
don't you get it
if.....
i can't write it
but if
i can't resolve
i'm sorry
i miss you
i won't lose YOU