fuck this
wow i can't really describe how i am right now. but all the negative energies in my emotions are a direct result of other people's moods. it just infuriates me that nothing is right for them and they spend a large portion of their life pouring out sorrow. i'm disappointed that they don't try harder to focus on the good things in life, i'm mad @ the world for not treating them fairly, i'm flabbergasted at their stupidity of blindly accepting misery and i just think they need to get away. no actually i think they just don't want 2 be happy. misery is such a fine companion for them that nothing else can fill that large void in their life so they have to concentrate on what they know and have instead of o, i don't know, branching out? dude life sucks i think we all know that but have you ever possibly considered the fact that not everything in life sucks? i mean really i don't care much anymore if you want to go on living in that dark cloud it's your life. all your choices are yours if you choose 2 live like that fine i won't criticize you any longer and don't you dare criticize me for wanting to get the far fuck away from it all. i want to help you if your sad or stressed or frustrated or lonely or whatever i would do nearly anything anyone asks of me but i'm sick of feeding your sorrow and letting you wallow in it. SHIT HAPPENS. so get over it. if no one you know can help you, once again if there's something you want me to do i'll do it. or find someone who can for your sake. i don't know, i mean i know my mindset isn't like a lot of you out there and that our lives are different and we come from different places and that we think and feel differently but everyone's been through shit, whether drastic or not. the thing is happiness,as well as ridding yourself of your demons,is a choice.