you were everything, everything, that i wanted ~ WELL AT LEAST HE LOVES ME
i hate when i get behind in updating these things. i havent really been up to too much. yesterday i worked from 10-2 which meant i couldnt sleep @ sallys on saturday & partake in all the festivities there. umm after work i sat in my room again. then i went 2 see Measure for Measure by Shakespeare in the Park. im really sad i couldnt be in tht again this year but i had to work. it was good i like tht play like the context & the plot and all i wish i understood it a lil better. & i kne most the ppl in it so thts always fun.
then last night zak called. so obviously i stayed up until 3 in the morning again. whopps. yea i learned some interesting things but still have nothing worked out. im a lil mad @ God right now. i dont understand His creations. it was really peaceful tho maybe cuz i was out in the fresh air on my roof. i love it up there it kinda makes you feel invincible. as confused as i was and have been right now i really appreciate the confusion and insanity. its a part of me and my world so why not embrace it? yes, tht was a rhetorical question there is no need 4 u 2 tell me how my life would b better by not embracing. im a loving type of person. im not getting into the insanity right now tho.
so 2day i had plans 2 see sally but she wasnt there when i first called cuz i believe she was still sleeping. so i called jessica cuz i needed 2 discuss my last night phone calls w/someone w/as much wisdom as jessica. even tho she doesnt really understand where i am right now which is like a first so im all sad. anyway i went & picked jess up in an effort not 2 waste me day. we didnt do much tho we looked @ my book, & yearbooks, watched Dr. Phil which had transexuals, a womand 28 years older than her husband, & i 4get the first part. o adn we made mac n cheese gott love tht shiot.
finally we got a hold of sally but my mom wouldnt let us go 2 MOA as originally planned. so instead we went 2 Arbor. i had fun trying on a ton of cute clothes in wet seal but i dont like spending $. then i thought some more. silly ppl ask silly
?s. so then we decided 2 go 2 a movie. lisa cmae 2 my house then we got subway & the guy gave me lotsa green peppers which is good yet still my friends laugh @ my meat free sandwhich. then we saw Napoleon Dynamite, dont think i fully appreciated tht. i mean some ppl were laughing hysterically. i found my side comments & mine & lisas dancing a whole lot funnier. i think i found the commercials 4 Napoleon much better than the movie, it was still good just cuz it was so different. i like variety.
after tht we drove 2 get lisas car, dropped sally off then went 2 seans house. then we left seans house 2 go swimming. well actually only sean & i did the others just sat by the side of the hot tub staying as dry as they good manage & focusing on other amusing pastimes. but it was so worth it i love swimming & it was so hot out. it was even worth the fact tht i had 2 swim in my underoos. tht is the true definition of a good time. im sleeping now talk 2 me 2moro. u better.
then last night zak called. so obviously i stayed up until 3 in the morning again. whopps. yea i learned some interesting things but still have nothing worked out. im a lil mad @ God right now. i dont understand His creations. it was really peaceful tho maybe cuz i was out in the fresh air on my roof. i love it up there it kinda makes you feel invincible. as confused as i was and have been right now i really appreciate the confusion and insanity. its a part of me and my world so why not embrace it? yes, tht was a rhetorical question there is no need 4 u 2 tell me how my life would b better by not embracing. im a loving type of person. im not getting into the insanity right now tho.
so 2day i had plans 2 see sally but she wasnt there when i first called cuz i believe she was still sleeping. so i called jessica cuz i needed 2 discuss my last night phone calls w/someone w/as much wisdom as jessica. even tho she doesnt really understand where i am right now which is like a first so im all sad. anyway i went & picked jess up in an effort not 2 waste me day. we didnt do much tho we looked @ my book, & yearbooks, watched Dr. Phil which had transexuals, a womand 28 years older than her husband, & i 4get the first part. o adn we made mac n cheese gott love tht shiot.
finally we got a hold of sally but my mom wouldnt let us go 2 MOA as originally planned. so instead we went 2 Arbor. i had fun trying on a ton of cute clothes in wet seal but i dont like spending $. then i thought some more. silly ppl ask silly
?s. so then we decided 2 go 2 a movie. lisa cmae 2 my house then we got subway & the guy gave me lotsa green peppers which is good yet still my friends laugh @ my meat free sandwhich. then we saw Napoleon Dynamite, dont think i fully appreciated tht. i mean some ppl were laughing hysterically. i found my side comments & mine & lisas dancing a whole lot funnier. i think i found the commercials 4 Napoleon much better than the movie, it was still good just cuz it was so different. i like variety.
after tht we drove 2 get lisas car, dropped sally off then went 2 seans house. then we left seans house 2 go swimming. well actually only sean & i did the others just sat by the side of the hot tub staying as dry as they good manage & focusing on other amusing pastimes. but it was so worth it i love swimming & it was so hot out. it was even worth the fact tht i had 2 swim in my underoos. tht is the true definition of a good time. im sleeping now talk 2 me 2moro. u better.