Music Meme & etc.
Comment on this post and i'll give you a band. Don't worry, I'll make it one you know and love. You put your ten favorite songs by that band on your lj and in reply to the comment, then challenge others to do the same.
I was given NIRVANA by
bekind_rewindd
....that was nearly impossible. I own every song attainable, and love all but two (About a Girl and Come as you Are). Having to choose ten? A lot harder then I expected.
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Ten things you wish you could say to ten different people.
1. You'll be with me like a handprint on my heart.
2. Fuck you. I love you, you know that. And sometimes I'm pretty sure you're taking a generous advantage of that. I'm sick of you playing your games with me. Whatever. If you want to talk to me, don't play games. I'm getting too old for this shit.
3. I really wish you would come back. More then anything, I wish every day. I still sometimes cry over losing you. I know you're busy, and I know it's a total time difference, but you seemed like a parallel soul to me. You understood me in ways that no one else ever could.
4. I love you and consider you one of my closest friends even though we only met recently. You're my SiriusJames and the only person I would ever write SiriBella Blackcest with. Sometimes I worry about your drinking, but then I realize that I'm definitely not in any position to make those type of calls. But I'm not that worried, because you're also one of the smartest people I know and I am completely positive that you'll rise above this like the brilliant star you are. You're one of the few people know knows EXACTLY what it feels like for me, and vise versa. I wouldn't give our friendship up for anything, even Denis Leary.
5. I'm really confused by you right now. I love you and I'd die for you, but certain things you've been saying recently have begun to bother me. I can't tell if you're joking or you're being serious, and that scares me. Because I've been so close with you for so long that I don't want to give all of that up due to very opposing opinions and beliefs. You're like my brother, I don't know what I'd do without you. Please, please don't die. I can't lose you.
6. You're another one of my closest friends, and I know I can come to you for any thing and you'd be there to help me. You always have. So when you told me about having those 'feelings' for me, I was really lost and confused. Part of me thinks that maybe I reciprocate that, but on the other hand, I don't think I'm attracted to you. And it's awkward for me to see you and talk to you now, because of how creeped out I get when guys express interest in me. And I'm really fucking frightened that I lost one of the closest friendships I've ever had.
7. I miss being so close with you. We used to be best friends, what happened? I hate that we grew apart.
8. I'm attracted to you, but when you propose being 'intimate', I feel sick to my stomach. I like my ideas of you being there, I just never want you to mention it.
9. I'm so glad that we're seeing each other so much again. I love you, I will always love you. You were the first person I came to about the coke problem, You're the only person I've ever actually cried on the shoulder of. I have so much fun with you, and I don't know what I'm going to do when you go away for college. I'm also really attracted to you at some odd moments, and I don't know what to do about that other then try and ignore it.
10. My best friend hates you, but I really, really like you. I think I have from the start. And as much as I've entertained ideas of there being an us, I would never let it happen because she's more important. I really admire and respect you, though. You're one of the smartest people I know and one of the best writers, sometimes I wish that I would fit better into your style of life.
Nine things about yourself.
1. I sometimes wish that I wouldn't wake up in the morning, because it's burdensome to know that for every day for the rest of your life, you're going to have to deal with all the mental issues that are wrong with me. And trust me, it's a long list.
2. I could care less about what you think about me, because I'd never want to be you to begin with. So if you don't like me, shove a pitchfork in your pussy and fuck yourself.
3. If I feel like a person I am romantically interested in is being dependent and clingy, I am so repulsed that I completely stop talking to them.
4. I HATE lying. Which is half the reason why I seem like such a bitch. I just hate feeling untrue to myself.
5. Nirvana and Kurt Cobain saved my life. I'm not kidding. Courtney Love and Janis Joplin helped a lot, too.
6. I love drugs, but I do not think that in any way whatsoever, that they are acceptable and good. Drugs are pleasurable, addiction and the consequences are not. If that makes me a pusher, then fuck it.
7. I'm obsessed with certain mental illnesses. DID, substance abuse and autism<3 psychopathy, schizophrenia and antisocial personality disorder.
8. All I really want right now is for Lyss to come to California and curl up on my floor-bed and pull that white sheet over her head and sleep for the first time in forever.
9. I may seem to forget things easily, or so impulsive that I don't think about things whatsoever, but that's bullshit. I think until I feel faint, sometimes. I can be way too introspective.
Eight ways to win your heart.
1. Write something about me -poem, entry, put me in a story, anything.
2. Tell me that I'm beautiful despite the scars.
3. Understand that I'm an ass to the people I care most about, and that I have a really hard time saying "I love you".
4. Be slightly condescending/arrogant to me at first. I don't know what it is, but that turns me on.
5. Be intelligent and artistic. Please. Creativity is necessary.
6. This is sort of a warped criteria. But you MUST at least LIKE grunge. If you aren't a fan of Nirvana, I could never be with you.
7. Don't try and impress me, suck up to me or have any influence on me. I get very oppositional.
8. Get along with Lyss.
Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
1. What I'm going to do with my future.
2. Characters.
3. Friends.
4. Addictions.
5. Music.
6. Charlie, for some reason.
7. Seeeeex.
Six things you wish you never did.
1. Stole money from my parents.
2. Did so many drugs habitually for so long.
3. Pushed so many people away because I was afraid of getting hurt.
4. Tried to kill myself, and consequently watching my father cry.
5. Lied as much as I used to when I was younger.
6.Ruined relationships with people because of addictions.
Five turn offs.
1. Bigotry/ignorance/narrow mindedness.
2. Insulting my friends and my taste in music/books.
3. Super-dependency/Clinginess <----yep
4. Having no sense of humor, and not laughing at my jokes.
5. Not trying to at least I understand me, and the way I work.
Four turn ons.
1. Hip bones, collar bones, HANDS (god, long slender fingers FTW)
2. A sense of humor and mischievous.
3. Intelligence and creativity.
4. The ability to shut me the fuck up.
Three smileys that describe your life.
1. O.o
2. :-!
3. XD
Two things you want to do before you die.
1. Make a difference.
2. Be able to spend more then a month without cycling.
One confession.
1. I have a thing for older men.
I was given NIRVANA by
bekind_rewindd
- Milk It (In Utero)
- Paper Cuts (Bleach)
- Sappy (Outcesticide)
- Lounge Act (Nevermind)
- Curmudgeon (Outcesticide)
- Where Did You Sleep Last Night? (Unplugged)
- Very Ape (In Utero)
- Mexicican Seafood (Incesticide)
- Downer (Bleach)
- Opinion (Outcesticide)
....that was nearly impossible. I own every song attainable, and love all but two (About a Girl and Come as you Are). Having to choose ten? A lot harder then I expected.
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Ten things you wish you could say to ten different people.
1. You'll be with me like a handprint on my heart.
2. Fuck you. I love you, you know that. And sometimes I'm pretty sure you're taking a generous advantage of that. I'm sick of you playing your games with me. Whatever. If you want to talk to me, don't play games. I'm getting too old for this shit.
3. I really wish you would come back. More then anything, I wish every day. I still sometimes cry over losing you. I know you're busy, and I know it's a total time difference, but you seemed like a parallel soul to me. You understood me in ways that no one else ever could.
4. I love you and consider you one of my closest friends even though we only met recently. You're my SiriusJames and the only person I would ever write SiriBella Blackcest with. Sometimes I worry about your drinking, but then I realize that I'm definitely not in any position to make those type of calls. But I'm not that worried, because you're also one of the smartest people I know and I am completely positive that you'll rise above this like the brilliant star you are. You're one of the few people know knows EXACTLY what it feels like for me, and vise versa. I wouldn't give our friendship up for anything, even Denis Leary.
5. I'm really confused by you right now. I love you and I'd die for you, but certain things you've been saying recently have begun to bother me. I can't tell if you're joking or you're being serious, and that scares me. Because I've been so close with you for so long that I don't want to give all of that up due to very opposing opinions and beliefs. You're like my brother, I don't know what I'd do without you. Please, please don't die. I can't lose you.
6. You're another one of my closest friends, and I know I can come to you for any thing and you'd be there to help me. You always have. So when you told me about having those 'feelings' for me, I was really lost and confused. Part of me thinks that maybe I reciprocate that, but on the other hand, I don't think I'm attracted to you. And it's awkward for me to see you and talk to you now, because of how creeped out I get when guys express interest in me. And I'm really fucking frightened that I lost one of the closest friendships I've ever had.
7. I miss being so close with you. We used to be best friends, what happened? I hate that we grew apart.
8. I'm attracted to you, but when you propose being 'intimate', I feel sick to my stomach. I like my ideas of you being there, I just never want you to mention it.
9. I'm so glad that we're seeing each other so much again. I love you, I will always love you. You were the first person I came to about the coke problem, You're the only person I've ever actually cried on the shoulder of. I have so much fun with you, and I don't know what I'm going to do when you go away for college. I'm also really attracted to you at some odd moments, and I don't know what to do about that other then try and ignore it.
10. My best friend hates you, but I really, really like you. I think I have from the start. And as much as I've entertained ideas of there being an us, I would never let it happen because she's more important. I really admire and respect you, though. You're one of the smartest people I know and one of the best writers, sometimes I wish that I would fit better into your style of life.
Nine things about yourself.
1. I sometimes wish that I wouldn't wake up in the morning, because it's burdensome to know that for every day for the rest of your life, you're going to have to deal with all the mental issues that are wrong with me. And trust me, it's a long list.
2. I could care less about what you think about me, because I'd never want to be you to begin with. So if you don't like me, shove a pitchfork in your pussy and fuck yourself.
3. If I feel like a person I am romantically interested in is being dependent and clingy, I am so repulsed that I completely stop talking to them.
4. I HATE lying. Which is half the reason why I seem like such a bitch. I just hate feeling untrue to myself.
5. Nirvana and Kurt Cobain saved my life. I'm not kidding. Courtney Love and Janis Joplin helped a lot, too.
6. I love drugs, but I do not think that in any way whatsoever, that they are acceptable and good. Drugs are pleasurable, addiction and the consequences are not. If that makes me a pusher, then fuck it.
7. I'm obsessed with certain mental illnesses. DID, substance abuse and autism<3 psychopathy, schizophrenia and antisocial personality disorder.
8. All I really want right now is for Lyss to come to California and curl up on my floor-bed and pull that white sheet over her head and sleep for the first time in forever.
9. I may seem to forget things easily, or so impulsive that I don't think about things whatsoever, but that's bullshit. I think until I feel faint, sometimes. I can be way too introspective.
Eight ways to win your heart.
1. Write something about me -poem, entry, put me in a story, anything.
2. Tell me that I'm beautiful despite the scars.
3. Understand that I'm an ass to the people I care most about, and that I have a really hard time saying "I love you".
4. Be slightly condescending/arrogant to me at first. I don't know what it is, but that turns me on.
5. Be intelligent and artistic. Please. Creativity is necessary.
6. This is sort of a warped criteria. But you MUST at least LIKE grunge. If you aren't a fan of Nirvana, I could never be with you.
7. Don't try and impress me, suck up to me or have any influence on me. I get very oppositional.
8. Get along with Lyss.
Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
1. What I'm going to do with my future.
2. Characters.
3. Friends.
4. Addictions.
5. Music.
6. Charlie, for some reason.
7. Seeeeex.
Six things you wish you never did.
1. Stole money from my parents.
2. Did so many drugs habitually for so long.
3. Pushed so many people away because I was afraid of getting hurt.
4. Tried to kill myself, and consequently watching my father cry.
5. Lied as much as I used to when I was younger.
6.Ruined relationships with people because of addictions.
Five turn offs.
1. Bigotry/ignorance/narrow mindedness.
2. Insulting my friends and my taste in music/books.
3. Super-dependency/Clinginess <----yep
4. Having no sense of humor, and not laughing at my jokes.
5. Not trying to at least I understand me, and the way I work.
Four turn ons.
1. Hip bones, collar bones, HANDS (god, long slender fingers FTW)
2. A sense of humor and mischievous.
3. Intelligence and creativity.
4. The ability to shut me the fuck up.
Three smileys that describe your life.
1. O.o
2. :-!
3. XD
Two things you want to do before you die.
1. Make a difference.
2. Be able to spend more then a month without cycling.
One confession.
1. I have a thing for older men.