Apr 27, 2005 23:56
here's one last final update...
so_
nothing in life seems to be going right.
my life is slowly falling apart,
and it feels as if everyone im close to is gone.
i feel alone in this world.
im fed up with everything.
i dont care anymore.
i am no longer going to regret anything i do or say.
ill say what's on my mind and what i think about you or anyone
like it or not. i just dont fucking care.
if you dont like it then you dont have to talk to or even notice that i exist, makes no difference to me...i am learning who i can trust and who i can't.
there are many thoughts running through my head. i am sad/lonely/angry/remorseful/nostalgic
i dont want any pity from anyone.
it fucking annoys me.
everything happens for a reason.
nothing lasts forever.
i have to learn to move on...it seems as if everyone else is.
...i just want you to be happy. i just hope we can remain friends. i dont want to lose you as a friend.