BLAH
The time has come for colds and overcoats. We're quiet on the ride,
we're all just waiting to get home. Another week away, my greatest fear. I need the smell of summer, I need its noises in my ears. If looks could really kill, then my profession would be staring.
people really tick me off lately.
i am just in a very sour, almost depressed mood lately. i dread going to class because i hate sitting through them and i get no pleasure out of reading (which is my main hw as an english major) i am so stressed out just trying to get through all the reading that i dont even have time to analyze anything or enjoy it.
i want to quit both my jobs. one company is run by control freaks and the other isnt well run at all. and they keep screwing me the F over at easy spirit...i tell thme i can work 2 days out of 4. so they put me on for 4. im so close to quitting that i went to work sunday with my notice written and everything. stupid matt persuaded me to stay til next sun when there is a supposed meeting....which the manager did not even mention to me.
i decided that i need to set aside time each week to hang out with friends because that makes me happy. the problem is that i just realized that some of those friends actually make me miserable. the other ones live too far or are too busy. so that prospect is down the drain.
why am i so numb? i really cant come up with any type of solution, except i know that when i do go out with friends or hang out with friends, i have fun. i've thought about talking to a counselor or something. it would probably help, but eh.
we're all just waiting to get home. Another week away, my greatest fear. I need the smell of summer, I need its noises in my ears. If looks could really kill, then my profession would be staring.
people really tick me off lately.
i am just in a very sour, almost depressed mood lately. i dread going to class because i hate sitting through them and i get no pleasure out of reading (which is my main hw as an english major) i am so stressed out just trying to get through all the reading that i dont even have time to analyze anything or enjoy it.
i want to quit both my jobs. one company is run by control freaks and the other isnt well run at all. and they keep screwing me the F over at easy spirit...i tell thme i can work 2 days out of 4. so they put me on for 4. im so close to quitting that i went to work sunday with my notice written and everything. stupid matt persuaded me to stay til next sun when there is a supposed meeting....which the manager did not even mention to me.
i decided that i need to set aside time each week to hang out with friends because that makes me happy. the problem is that i just realized that some of those friends actually make me miserable. the other ones live too far or are too busy. so that prospect is down the drain.
why am i so numb? i really cant come up with any type of solution, except i know that when i do go out with friends or hang out with friends, i have fun. i've thought about talking to a counselor or something. it would probably help, but eh.