Jul 23, 2009 11:43
i dont know why i bother drinking anymore. i should just stick to getting buzzed and not actually drunk. drunk isn't working for me anymore. last night i slept for maybee one hour, because i had the spins so bad. then i had to go to class at 830, and now im going to waste my day napping/trying to make myself feel like a normal person. dont get me wrong, im not giving up drinking, but i hate the way it makes me feel like such shit when i come home and try to sleep, but cant. and i managed to lose yet another debit card last night, even though i wasnt even using it... that pisses me off.
it also pisses me off that i have to 'get permission' from my landlord before installing an air conditioner. problem is, its already installed..so now im just dreading calling him about it.
i can't wait for my class to be over, to free up some time. i miss sitting by my pool every day last summer and going to the beach all the time. and i miss kate brooks!