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im starting over.
michael and i got in a huge fight last night over absolutely nothing.
well it started over nothing. and ended in me feeling like the most awful person alive.
while i know have the shit he said isnt true, and he probably doesnt really mean.
i still felt so broken down, and alone.
but i am done. i am done with all these mediocre boys i choose to love whether it be a romantice love or just a friendship my choice in men is awful.
i need a strong man who can take care of himself. who can go two hours with out getting high or drunk. who can talk about their emotions. and listen to mine. who i can laugh with and go on silly adventures, or just stay at home watching movies if that is what we feel like. i need a new best friend, who cares about me always, not just when they need to be cared about.
michael i will always love you, you were a good friend for a while. but i am done trying with you. let me know when you are ready for an honest friendship.
blah.
michael and i got in a huge fight last night over absolutely nothing.
well it started over nothing. and ended in me feeling like the most awful person alive.
while i know have the shit he said isnt true, and he probably doesnt really mean.
i still felt so broken down, and alone.
but i am done. i am done with all these mediocre boys i choose to love whether it be a romantice love or just a friendship my choice in men is awful.
i need a strong man who can take care of himself. who can go two hours with out getting high or drunk. who can talk about their emotions. and listen to mine. who i can laugh with and go on silly adventures, or just stay at home watching movies if that is what we feel like. i need a new best friend, who cares about me always, not just when they need to be cared about.
michael i will always love you, you were a good friend for a while. but i am done trying with you. let me know when you are ready for an honest friendship.
blah.