an update from out west
so im here in arizona... im bumed dude.. its 11 right... and i went to the fair.. called tiff.. she cudnt hear me.. i waited for almost 2 hours... and nothing.. so i gave up and left.. tiff if ur reading this im sorry... we gota meet up soon!! well while im here.. so anyways.. yes adri and i were going out.. for like a week, fucking sucked.. i mean.. she dumped me cuz she still loves manny, manny bro if u take her back after she cheated on you twice.. UR FUCKING STUPID i shud have never asked her out, cuz of her twisted past on cheating on people she "loves" and then when i thought i had really found some1 that i liked a lot.. and i hate that im all mushy and fall in love too quick, but i thought i loved her after that short week and a half together.. and then she calls me and says,, hey adri its justin, um listen i think we need to break up, i dont think i love you like i thought i did. and i dont want to hurt you, ok bye. im like.. WTF?! you bitch!! i thought we were guna have something, but fuck it, i wana be single for my last weeks... i wana party, live life to the fullest, get high, wasted... all fucked up while i can.. i have no1 stopping me.. and i have nothing going for me.. whats it guna do... kill me? haha.. yea ok im already dieing... whats the point of doing crazy shit... i have no girl... i have a shitty job, i have 1 guitar.. i have no money.. the cd did just come out.. but fuck that...and hey.. my heart has been broken and stomped on twice in the past 3 weeks.. gotta be a record right... so anyways.. i prob wont be updating n e more... im going out..with ed tonight.. were guna go find a club.. get wasted and get high.. fucking cant wait.. i havnt been high for a while.... HELLS YEA.. party... later dayz.. hey adri.. dont bother calling me n e more.. you play with heads man.. u tell people u love them.. then cheat on them or dump them... manny suffered and so did i.. well fuck it.. you and manny can go off and have ur little sex now.. im out.. later