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No i havnt died im just never home anymore, so that means I NEVER UPDATE :) lets see what has been going on. in the past few weeks. A lot of writing.... and a lot of band practice its been kinda hectic, but its all good. We have a show in kendal in about a week and a half, and it should be pretty fancy. This weekend is Jamen and Leonard's open house halloween party. The two of them are going to be playing their new stuff.... I think ill be there for anyone who wants to chill. Its on 42nd and 11th street lejune. starts at 10 and its byob.
Lately ive been really thinking about my life, and if there is a point to me trying to stop smoking? im dieing anyway.... well yea... ahhh and ive given up on girls. Really like no more relationships. Things havn't been the same after Tiff. And i think im still in love with her, even if she isnt with me, i once told her i would love her forever, and we were like planning the future together, and us being together forever and getting married and having kids and all that mushy shit. Well i guess that isn't going to happen now is it? Ive been going kinda crazy with all the partying and my new tounge piercing which the ladies like ;) haha michelle does, she tested it out on friday at romi's boos fest. I know i said that i am in love with tiff. Well i dont really know i am really confused about my love life. I tried with adri ... didnt work. I tried with ash... didnt work. Maybe im not boyfriend material? well enough thinking... im going to go. Later dayz
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