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yes. im dirty. ive resorted to lying on the living room floor....in a pool of clothes and plastic bags and hangers.
i havent showered. i know i know. its 438. but its part of my beat the jet lag plan. if i dont shower, i diedie cannot sleep. i need to sleep at Singapore time 2pm. tmw, so if i sleep late today and wake up super late tmw. then i can tahan till 2pm tmw. this is not very good logic. i know. its almost 5, cmon cut me some slack.
i'm glad i've dealt with some pretty major issues and chains in my life. i decided to let some go, decided to give it to God, and what helped was the prayers of Pst Lia and really good Word in svc. i feel much lighter, less weighted, less dark, less emo. and all this before i leave. so God is good. at least the engine has started running and pumping. if i was jialat and i left...then i think i'd be a lost cause there.
past few weeks have been great :] zone f svcs, yyc svcs, main svcs. God showing me, pulling through for me. the meeting with Pst really really changed my life. opening up to the DNA, culture, the people, really helped. less awkwardness, more connections. i dont know why i struggled so long. maybe its just my route to take...i always learn things the hard way, and do things the harder way. oh wells, thats me. the AB+ weird personality blood type.
good night tonight. wt meeting was great. 'dinner' was great. ketchup was great. talk w the woo was weirdly..nice. he inspires me, really. yah, im the 'sister'. i dont get it. we dont look any way alike. body shape lagi more not alike. whats with the singlish. idk. xmms, pls dont kill me, but the dood needs a haircut.
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some are missing, but the love is the same :] thank you you guys.
and i love the vedder.
i havent showered. i know i know. its 438. but its part of my beat the jet lag plan. if i dont shower, i diedie cannot sleep. i need to sleep at Singapore time 2pm. tmw, so if i sleep late today and wake up super late tmw. then i can tahan till 2pm tmw. this is not very good logic. i know. its almost 5, cmon cut me some slack.
i'm glad i've dealt with some pretty major issues and chains in my life. i decided to let some go, decided to give it to God, and what helped was the prayers of Pst Lia and really good Word in svc. i feel much lighter, less weighted, less dark, less emo. and all this before i leave. so God is good. at least the engine has started running and pumping. if i was jialat and i left...then i think i'd be a lost cause there.
past few weeks have been great :] zone f svcs, yyc svcs, main svcs. God showing me, pulling through for me. the meeting with Pst really really changed my life. opening up to the DNA, culture, the people, really helped. less awkwardness, more connections. i dont know why i struggled so long. maybe its just my route to take...i always learn things the hard way, and do things the harder way. oh wells, thats me. the AB+ weird personality blood type.
good night tonight. wt meeting was great. 'dinner' was great. ketchup was great. talk w the woo was weirdly..nice. he inspires me, really. yah, im the 'sister'. i dont get it. we dont look any way alike. body shape lagi more not alike. whats with the singlish. idk. xmms, pls dont kill me, but the dood needs a haircut.
.
some are missing, but the love is the same :] thank you you guys.
and i love the vedder.