isn't it divine when your mother decides to scold you at 6:30 inthe goddamn morning?
my mother is fucked in the head. swear to god. shes absolutely nuts.
most of my friends know this by now
and so do i
but every now and then i gasp at the way she handles things
i need to get the fuck out of this house. if only i could take my room along with me. itd be like a mobile home, only a mobile bedroom.
its rediculous when my parents tell me that this thing here and thaat thing there is ok, and then i go and do it, and then they get pissed. and then i get a "talk" and i think to myself "have i just regressed back to early highschool?"
apparently i am setting bad examples for my sister. HA!!!!
i think shes old enough to begin a mind of her own. shes slowly rejecting "normal" culture and society. despite the horrible amount of mindless tv that she watches. i over estimate her maturity sometimes. but honestly... if im up the the extra room with one or more of my friends and we are sleeping on the same bed/futon, its not that big of a deal, even if its a boy! oh no! not one of those!!! i dont think lily cares all that much, i dont even think she reacts to it, because usually its like 7 in the mornign and shes half asleep when she notices that my friends have spent the night.
its not like a forbidden sight to see people sleeping.
its not like im naked for christ sake.
blah blah blah
too bad i cant just go on a spontaneous adventure to jersey. its fathers day on sunday. you think it would be rude to return home on fathers day? whos to know the answer to that. i certainly dont. for all i know it could be perfectly kosher.
most of my friends know this by now
and so do i
but every now and then i gasp at the way she handles things
i need to get the fuck out of this house. if only i could take my room along with me. itd be like a mobile home, only a mobile bedroom.
its rediculous when my parents tell me that this thing here and thaat thing there is ok, and then i go and do it, and then they get pissed. and then i get a "talk" and i think to myself "have i just regressed back to early highschool?"
apparently i am setting bad examples for my sister. HA!!!!
i think shes old enough to begin a mind of her own. shes slowly rejecting "normal" culture and society. despite the horrible amount of mindless tv that she watches. i over estimate her maturity sometimes. but honestly... if im up the the extra room with one or more of my friends and we are sleeping on the same bed/futon, its not that big of a deal, even if its a boy! oh no! not one of those!!! i dont think lily cares all that much, i dont even think she reacts to it, because usually its like 7 in the mornign and shes half asleep when she notices that my friends have spent the night.
its not like a forbidden sight to see people sleeping.
its not like im naked for christ sake.
blah blah blah
too bad i cant just go on a spontaneous adventure to jersey. its fathers day on sunday. you think it would be rude to return home on fathers day? whos to know the answer to that. i certainly dont. for all i know it could be perfectly kosher.