Stuff
I was at the mall last Thursday getting a mothers day present for my mom and I saw this girl that had this purse I used to have when I was in the 11th grade. Well the strap was like neon rainbow I think it was pink, red, blue, and orange anyways her friends where making fun of her saying that she is a “Lesbian” they were really mean. It then reminded me things that I chose to forget. When I had this purse I really liked it. I mean it was really festive and cool. When I got to school the kids in my class were starring at me in a weird way. I’m like what’s with the look. So this dude Matt is like “Are you a lesbian, are you supporting the gays?” And I’m like what the fuck. So he points to the strap and I’m like what? This isn’t the real thing. I didn’t know what to say because I wanted to watch my mouth so I said, “No, I’m not.” Threw out the day no one really cared about the purse really just the people in my class. When I got in to this one class there was this girl in there she actually a lesbian. She came up to me as ask if I was one. I looked at her and I’m like “No.” so she points to my purse and says that it’s the “Rainbow” that sands for “Gay Pride” I was so pissed at her. I was really angry. Then they keep making fun of me of it. How can any one ignore that comment expressly form someone is actually a lesbian. So she shows me her cell pone and it had the real colors and the symbol. I just gave her a cold stare and everyone at her table laughed at me. I just wanted to kill her. The next day, I came back with something form the bible about the first rainbow and that I told her that it wasn’t the real thing and that she should know the difference. From then on for some reason I was angry at all lesbians, gays, and bisexuals even though most of my friends are bisexual. I was SOOO bitter and angry that I blamed LGBS (lesbian, gay, bisexuals) for running the rainbow and I started to get really angry towards those who where. I don’t know why I was bitter about it. I had no right to the girl was a bitch. She made me feel so uncountable and even at a point I seriously wanted to kill her. I got attitudes with my friends who where bi. Then, I told them what was going on in my classes and the girl who said some things to me. My friends straighten me out I cried when I told them because I felt so bad. They told me that it really wasn’t the real thing and that to ignore her and anyone who was making fun of me. I did they made me feel a little bet better but I was still little angry, but I didn’t say anything. Ok, the girl at the mall with her friends making fun of her for it she told them off I don’t remember what she said abut she made them shut up. I wish I could have said what she said to the people who made fun of me for it. Now I’m ok, I have no problems with LGBS. I had no right to feel that way anyways.