Oh so painfully blissful.
I normally don't have many problems. Wait, yes I do. I just solve them quickly. Well, maybe not quickly, I just get over them; compromise with myself that it's okay. So nothing's really wrong with me or upsetting me right now. I had an awesome day, it's 1 in the morning. I'm exhausted. It's just that....there are things. Unexplainable things. To sum up two of them, I shall use one word: skinny. Which brings back memories and longings to both of the unexplainable things. Eh, none of this makes sense.
Those words you write
Those pictures you draw
Ever so carefully covering up
Your emotions inside
Intent on perfection
Then giving away
You discard them
As if they were null
I get frustrated with myself sometimes. But I'm not frustrated with myself right now. Or upset or mad. I'm actually quite calm and not really happy either. Just sort of...woozy. Wow, where on earth that came from I do not know. I just need some sleep for my busy day tomorrow!
Those words you write
Those pictures you draw
Ever so carefully covering up
Your emotions inside
Intent on perfection
Then giving away
You discard them
As if they were null
I get frustrated with myself sometimes. But I'm not frustrated with myself right now. Or upset or mad. I'm actually quite calm and not really happy either. Just sort of...woozy. Wow, where on earth that came from I do not know. I just need some sleep for my busy day tomorrow!