Change of Heart (Chapter7/??)

Sep 29, 2010 00:33

Title: Change of Heart
Chapters: 7/??
Author: mypaperdoll1611  
Genre: Yaoi, Drama, Romance, Comedy, Smut, Slice of Life
Warnings: nothing here yet
Ratings: PG-13/NC-17
Pairings/Characters: AoixUruha, ByouxUruha, RukixUruha, ??/Uruha, ShinxIv
Band: the GazettE, Vivid, Sadie, ScReW
Summary: Uruha has the best of life. Great family, nice friends, and good at almost everything. Aoi, on the other hand, is a talented and genius young man who'll risk everything for his dreams and a chance to escape his miseries. Two opposite world collides, jealousy and hate enveloped the raven one to the other who got everything he wanted. Rivalry took place but soon they'll discover that life played on them and they must live the life of the other.
Disclaimer: I wish but I declined. Many fan girls would try to kill me^^
Comments: I love this chapter. I hope you do too ♥

[Act 7: In a Sea of Trees where Love Blooms]

The painted sepia scenery glows with the touch of his hand. Our heartbeat jumps with the motion of time, just like a familiar movie scene, just like a couple escaping the will of the world and depending on each other’s love. He, who took away everything, tightly holds my hand as if I’m a precious gem that he couldn’t afford to lose. I, who wanted to forget a love returned, am easily being sweep away by this indirect sweetness. I couldn’t utter a word. I could just stare at his back with his dark hair dancing with the wind as we ran from the chasing crowd. Away from the reality, I day-dreamed like a princess being drag by her prince, as we passed the corridor of lockers, that seemed like windows of wonderful palace. Like Cinderella, who finally reached the twelve of midnight, this dream would end as she tripped and left her glass shoe for her prince to find.

He stared at the fallen dreamer, “Are you alright?” For someone who was worried, this line became so cold. “Can you stand up?”
“I’m sorry,” Uruha was embarrassed.
“Why are you apologizing?” the dark-haired man kneeled at his level. “Let’s just leave your shoes here at the locker. You have so many blisters,” the emotionless guy checked his foot and stared at him.
“If only this handcuffed isn’t here… I’m sorry!” Uruha felt ashamed of himself, after he said those brave words yesterday, here he is, depending to a man who he doesn’t even have any good bond to begin with.
“Yeah, if it isn’t here, I could easily carry you,” Uruha was shocked by this sudden reply. He couldn’t understand how the other could utter such words with a blank face.
Aoi pulled him inside the locker as he heard footsteps coming towards them. The small enclosure minimized their distance as they both could feel each other’s breaths. Aoi’s arms were wrapped on Uruha’s waist while the other was panting as he buried his face on Aoi’s chest. At the small holes placed at the locker, the two could see their chasers trying so hard to find them and after the last one passed, the two unintentionally locked each other’s gaze towards the other. Uruha immediately ran outside.
“That’s dangerous!” Aoi yelled.
“What’s wrong with you? You’re so weird! Don’t act like that after I confessed to you,” Uruha pouted. “It’s not like I’m waiting for you to feel the same way about me. You’re just making me feel more miserable! I wish this handcuff would just disappear!”
“If you hate that much to be with me, then it’s fine! Let’s find Ko-ki and get the key from him! If this stupid theater prop is your problem then…” Aoi stopped and started dragging Uruha again. “Why I haven’t realized it until now?”
“Aoi, wait! Where are we going?”
“We’re going to get that fucking key! Since props like this are often made alike to each other, we might find another handcuff set with the same key with this at the warehouse. We could also borrow clothes and shoes there which are more decent than what we are wearing right now.”

I knew it. He thinks I’m disgusting with woman’s clothes.

Uruha kept silent as his melancholic thoughts wander on his mind. Aoi was the same. They successfully reached the warehouse without being noticed by the radio club’s camera or by the people who’s chasing them. They found what they were looking for and released their wrists from the handcuff. Aoi noticed Uruha, as he massaged his aching wrist, and apologized for dragging him like he did. That time, Aoi was really strange. He’s the one who always starts a fight with Uruha but he became so awfully quiet and reserved. Uruha, on the other hand, always negates what Aoi did nice unto him. He just couldn’t stand Aoi’s complex personality.
“I’m going to change clothes, look on the other way!” Uruha ordered.
“What the hell? We’re both man, you know.” Aoi turned around.
“Whatever! Just don’t look okay!” Uruha started to untangle the ribbons but he couldn’t reach the zipper on his back. He didn’t notice that Aoi could see him with his reflection at the window pane in front of Aoi.
Aoi came and hugged him, “You’re beautiful. Why am I too late to notice your brilliance? I’m such a dumb person!” He’s hugging Uruha from the back in a way his chin was place on the other’s shoulder. His hands wrapped on the other’s body.
“Hey Aoi, what are you saying? Don’t play with me! You already have everything! What else do you need from me?”
Aoi unzipped Uruha’s clothing, “You’re wrong. I don’t have everything. I don’t have the thing that I really wanted. I want you to be mine, Uruha!” Aoi pushed him to the ground.
“Aoi, what are trying to do?” Aoi started to take-off his clothes. “Let me go Aoi! Don’t do this kind of thing! I don’t want this!”
Aoi pushed him again but this time locked Uruha’s hands to the floor, “I love you!”
Uruha was shocked and speechless.
“I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you the most, Uruha!”
Those words slowly drained Uruha’s resistance. The song they once heard as they tried to escaped their chasers played back again on their hearts.

I loved your smile, your tears
It was everything I once had I can say that now.
Aoi started plating kisses on Uruha’s body. The other’s hand gently caressed Aoi’s hair as he moved his lips repeatedly from Uruha’s lips to neck. The kisses got deeper and more passionate. Aoi’s continuous whispers of love just made his insides numb. He wanted more of him but his mind refused to. He could brightly think that he’ll end up being hurt but his feelings were just overpowering his thoughts. Uruha answered Aoi’s desires. He kissed him and buried his tongue inside the other’s lips. It kept twirling, circling in motion, playing with the other. A string of liquid bridged from their both lips as it departed. Aoi made a more aggressive move as he completely undressed Uruha, exposing his white milky skin. Aoi’s hands ran to Uruha’s abdomen to his chest and stayed there, massaging Uruha’s nipples. The blonde guy whispered sweet moans and Aoi could clearly hear that hungry melody.

Towards the end of the world, to the bottom of the deep ocean
Like a wrecked ship that cracks and splits as it sinks
Time no longer goes on
My feelings cannot be lifted up.
Aoi locked his lips to the other for countless of times. He spread Uruha’s legs showing the other’s sensitive part unto him, the pinkish fruit that sweetly bears its white seed. Aoi stroke it, making it harder as it was. His index finger ran through its length then slowly reached Uruha’s tight hole. The said seed helped Aoi’s fingers to slide to his entrance.
“Aoi… It hurts…”
“Soon, it won’t…” Aoi licked his ears and gently whispered, “Call my name louder.”
Aoi slowly moved his fingers in and out. He then entered the second and the third digit.
Aoi took the finest care not to break his lover. Uruha experienced such a pleasure like he never did before. He gently caressed Aoi who couldn’t control himself anymore and pushed his member inside him. Aoi started moving. Slowly then faster and faster that his balls kept bouncing from Uruha’s body.
“Nn… nn…” Aoi silenced Uruha’s moans with kisses. Aoi directed Uruha to wrap his arm to one of his legs. Aoi slightly changed the angle and placed the other leg on his shoulders. He kept thrusting and thrusting as he hit his prostate. Uruha lowered his legs and turned back to Aoi who kept entering him from behind. Aoi let Uruha sucked his fingers as he continued to thrust him.

From my left hand, it spills
The little remaining warmth I still have left
Gently drifting to nowhere,
It passes through my palm.
Soon after, they both released white liquids. Aoi slowly removed his member that made his drops spilled from the small, reddish, swollen hole. Uruha quickly sat and faced Aoi. He’s blushing. Aoi couldn’t help to give him another kiss. He just made his released but somewhat he wanted more of him. He’s hard again.
“One more…” he licked Uruha’s cheeks.
Uruha placed a finger on his lips. He’s shy, “Aoi…” he nodded.
Aoi leaned down reaching for Uruha’s cock giving it a lick then sucking it. Uruha felt good on how Aoi played with his length through his mouth. Uruha couldn’t help reaching deeper, his body positioned kneeling. Aoi then slid under him. He could see Uruha’s hole twitching like a hungry being that needed something in it. Aoi played a bit then they started their tiring acts again and fell asleep.

Like a feeble, defenseless balloon.
I bestow you to the heavens
I continue to wander lost
Everything comes to a halt.
The sun was on the mid of setting and the bright red sky reflected from the window of the warehouse. Uruha finally opened his eyes. His body was only covered with a polo uniform. He saw Aoi, sitting on a box, staring at him. He quickly got up and covered his body.
“I won’t apologize for what I did,” Aoi averted his eyes.
“You’re so hard to understand,” Uruha completely dressed himself.
Aoi patted his head, “It’s okay to be selfish, return where you wish to.” Aoi turned back and waved his hand.
Uruha, being left alone, bowed his head as his eyes flooded with tears.
“Stupid Aoi!”

No one has seen my tears before, until now
As I'm overwhelmed with the memories
Fascinated by the falling bird from the sky
the wings on your back.
Uruha took his things from the empty class. He wore his necklace which he hid before Kai and Shin forced him to wear his costume. It seemed like he’s the only person left. He walked under the falling sun. Even though the memory was short, he couldn’t help to be happy. His first was his first love. He could still feel and smell Aoi unto his body. His warmth, his touch, it’s everything he wished for. Aoi made him fall in love with him over and over again. It’s wonderful but painful on how much he’s enchanted with a love without a direction, a love that will never bear fruit. For that love was just a dream, just like fairy tales were classified as fantasy.

I sing this song in a dazzling memory for you.
Sing the song of goodbye I send the hopes and feelings to you...
At least just one word... I want to see you again.
I tell you all my true facts I am asleep deep within you
Uruha was lost within his thoughts when a black extravagant limousine blocked his way. A familiar man alighted from the car. He slowly walked nearer to him, closing their distance. His right hand cupped Uruha’s face.
“Did you cry? Your face looks pale,”
“No, I’m just…” he couldn’t hide his tears from this kindhearted man with ice-cold eyes. “I’m okay, Reno-san. I’m surprise to see you here.” Uruha wiped his tears.
“I want you to come with me,” Reno pointed Uruha’s necklace. “He wants to see you.”
Uruha looked at his necklace and thought for a while, “It’s okay. Take me with you.”
As the road seemed endless, Uruha could only stare at the distant movie-like show on his front. It’s different from the world he used to live. It’s monochrome, painted with only black and white. He didn’t notice the young man staring at him. The car stopped at a hotel. He finally looked at Reno. They didn’t had a conversation and Uruha just followed the other’s steps as they reached a room. Uruha saw a man with a noseband leaning at the wall beside the door. When they came face-to-face, the man, who looked mysterious for Uruha, suddenly grabbed his hand.
“It’s you,” Reita glared at Reno. “You’re gorgeous as what the humors said.
“Reita! Keep your hands off of him!” Reno yelled.
“It’s okay, Reno-san,” Uruha smiled.
Reita let go of Uruha, “Your beauty is your asset and your failure. Don’t do anything stupid. There are so many eyes watching you.”
“Shut up, Reita! He’s Ruki-sama’s guest!” Reno scolded.
“Relax Reno. I won’t harm him… unless he doesn’t hurt him.” Reita walked away.
“Just ignore him, Uruha.” Reno twisted the door knob.
Uruha smiled at him.
“What?”
Uruha nodded, “Nothing. It’s just that it’s your first time to call my name. I’m happy.” Uruha entered the room.
“What a strange person you are, getting happy with simple things like that,” Reno stayed at the door. “Wait for him here,” he left.
Uruha noticed a collection of paintings. He looked closer. There are three huge paintings hanging on the wall. There are five piled up on the floor but the one that attracted him the most was the unfinished painting of a butterfly. It looked so real. He bended his knees, his fingers almost touching it when someone grabbed his arm and pulled him away. He’s now trapped within a man’s embrace. He could closely look to the other’s face. The perfectly shaped eyebrow, the deep eyes, the gorgeous shape of his face, Uruha couldn’t help to admire.
“You’re more beautiful than what I thought, beautiful than a lady,” Uruha’s line were stolen by the smaller man in front of him. “You’re worth for a fifty-million yen.”
“What?” those words doesn’t seemed right for Uruha.

Some day I will fly,
Lose something in the end of the sea of trees
Some day I will fly,
To see you again

In a sea of trees where love blooms.
A/N: This is a long chapter so would you forgive me if I couldn’t update for a while? Hahaha! My beloved pc was infected by virus. I’m using my laptop and it sucks. I’m still not used with its OS. Sorry for wrongs grammars. I’m too lazy to check. Comments!!!

aoixuruha, change of heart, rukixuruha

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