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i have so many things running through my head but i can not seem to get any of my thoughts out.
so many ideas for my projects and for myself but i dont have the energy to explore everything and get to work.
i hope this does not last long.
i feel like i am bed ridden.
a lot of really great things have been happening and have been sparking something, i just hope this laziness that is so appealing to me right now does not last long. i want to create and let my mind and heart to just explode and fill into my projects.
i have not been taking any of my medicines lately to see how i am feeling. it is not a positive change.
i do not like being under the control of so many different pills. i want to be energetic and happy naturally, i can not remember what that felt like.
so many ideas for my projects and for myself but i dont have the energy to explore everything and get to work.
i hope this does not last long.
i feel like i am bed ridden.
a lot of really great things have been happening and have been sparking something, i just hope this laziness that is so appealing to me right now does not last long. i want to create and let my mind and heart to just explode and fill into my projects.
i have not been taking any of my medicines lately to see how i am feeling. it is not a positive change.
i do not like being under the control of so many different pills. i want to be energetic and happy naturally, i can not remember what that felt like.