weak wrists, hopes, goals, and daydreams.
Right now is the beginning of a cleansing process. No more smoking allowed for this girl.
This is something I need to accomplish right now.
I have not been able to reach any goals in quite sometime now so this is going to be a bit of a stretch. It is going to suck a lot and that is all I know.
I went for a walk with my sister. It was nice. We talked about the things we used to talk about on those nights when we would drive home late from a show or a party when we were in high school. I miss those nights. We had some intense and insightful conversations. Those were nights that I felt like I belonged.
As I was getting up from where we ended up sitting, I felt a sharp pain in my wrist and heard a little cracking noise. I have broken this wrist many times.. but of course, nothing is wrong I dont think.. That was just a reminder that my wrists are not durable and this made me think about what it would be like if my hand snaps off one day. I know that is really drastic but the cracking noise i heard just gave me a real weird visual and i just came to the conclusion that I need to avoid that situation no matter what.
well today is probably going to be hell.. the next couple days included. I'm sorry if i get irratable or anything. I will try my hardest to stay sain.
goodnight lovelies.
This is something I need to accomplish right now.
I have not been able to reach any goals in quite sometime now so this is going to be a bit of a stretch. It is going to suck a lot and that is all I know.
I went for a walk with my sister. It was nice. We talked about the things we used to talk about on those nights when we would drive home late from a show or a party when we were in high school. I miss those nights. We had some intense and insightful conversations. Those were nights that I felt like I belonged.
As I was getting up from where we ended up sitting, I felt a sharp pain in my wrist and heard a little cracking noise. I have broken this wrist many times.. but of course, nothing is wrong I dont think.. That was just a reminder that my wrists are not durable and this made me think about what it would be like if my hand snaps off one day. I know that is really drastic but the cracking noise i heard just gave me a real weird visual and i just came to the conclusion that I need to avoid that situation no matter what.
well today is probably going to be hell.. the next couple days included. I'm sorry if i get irratable or anything. I will try my hardest to stay sain.
goodnight lovelies.