Lazarous type return from the dead type thingy..im back in other words..HEEEEERE'S JONNY!!

[myownmoan]

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! well hideeho! As you may have noticed there has been a severe lack of life in this void that is known as my journal..never was able to keep a diary..sorta drifted into how i would like to kill certain people and what i would do to Orlando Bloom..siiiiigh* *slaps self* SNAP OUT OF IT YOU MOOK! rite..ok..rite...well this year has flown past and am approaching feking exams with such haste i think i lost an ear! I hate school, I hate working, as any one will tell you, grrr im so gosh darn lazy! oh well..do you know what the worst thing is? Im suddenly having to decide what the hell I wanna do with my life!!! I DON'T HAVE A FRIGGING CLUE! NOT A SINGLE INKLING! what am i gonna do??? I may resort into referring back to my original plan of joining the circus..mind you im not all that freakishly flexible and cannot fit my self in a jar, nor do i have any desire to grow a beard! i spose i could do some fancy upsidedowny type malarkee on a horsee! In other news..I have a strong suspicion that i may be falling in love with a certain boy..that shall remain nameless as he will probably sue me. this is the worst damn thing that could ever happen to me, a) because Im a slut b) because I cant concentrate at school c) I hate his sister d) HE JUST WANTS A SHAG AND NOTHING ELSE!!! GODDAM MEN!!!! am feeling a strong urge to chop something.................ok i stabbed a apple with a reaaaaaaaally big pencil I got from an art show. *pants* phew..gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah *stabs apple repetedly* breathe...breathe...ok...ok...heart beat is returning to normal...I hate you *** (person i lurves name) for doing this to me! Right better go and do some joyous history homework..medical practice through the ages..Im quite partial to human suffering..but this is just gross, they have any reason for you to eat a mouse! pilluks, the lot o em! I think a am in need of a lavender bath and some white chocolate...
will keep you updated on my rubbishness,
tooodaaalooooo
**LexiFrancescaAnneLouiseMaguireSmith**
*curses certain boys name unda breath brandishing memorative pencil*