Sep 21, 2005 11:06
so uh yeah.whew! what an interesting? while its been since last update. not that its actually like widely read. like two people, but hey. mostly i do it for myself anywayaayaya.
lots of shits gone down.
tooooooo toooo much to actually type it all.
ive learned a few things:
i have zero tolerance for alcohol. binge drinking + michelle= not even possible because i am DONZO by two coronas and a third of the way of a fosters. plus a few shots o' rum... what happened to my four hours of nonstop alcky??? where did it all gooo?? (into my bloodstream and liver. duh)
i am HUGE hypocrite. i once ended a friendship? with someone because i was all you don't care about other peoples feelings. you have such disregard blah bleh blah. newsflash michelle: you are one of the most if not the most selfish people on the entire planet. accept it and learn not to judge other people because they're just like you.
i admire honesty in people. mostly because im so dishonest.
i don't trust anyone at all or i trust them completely. i've got no grey area.
i don't thinnk i'm memorable. thats why i ask people every time i see them if they remember who i am. even if ive known them for years.
i AM a bitch. all the years of denial are over. ive accepted it.
i am paranoid LIKE INSANELY SO, delusional, and a tad impulsive.
all this before the age of 18. id say im doin a pretty good jaunt down the road of self-discovery. by the time im 20, i should have it all figured out.