An Awful Lie

Jun 27, 2007 16:20

One can only lie in bed for so long before thinking. Personally, I've hated going to go lie down for the last couple of months. It's not that it seems like I can't sleep until the sun comes up, but the ideas that float in my head as I do finally lay my head at rest. Unsettling as they are they make me get new perspectives on a bunch of things.

Young and so full of hate. Beyond frustration, at wit's end.

Nothing do do much other than work and sleep, and feel utterly alone in the world.

No friends of mine come to visit, and the trying task of going to see people is getting all to relevant to the fact that I won't be missed come October. You know, I moved here in October. Right before Halloween actually. I remember going out to Trick or Treat all by myself. I can only guess this is the way I was to leave as well. Funny, the way time has this revolving door that sends us right back into the spot.

Can't wait to leave, and honestly I'm really glad that I won't feel bad at all.

Thanks for being my friends guys, I hope to see you all one day again.

In Hell.
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